Jasonisaballer

Jason.. I got into college. Three of them, actually. I even got a few academic scholarships. I joined a firehouse, too, as an EMT and exterior firefighter. I wish I could actually talk to you and tell you this.. I'm so excited. You were right; I am turning out okay.
I miss you <3

I miss you so f*cking much. I wish I could just run up to you and give you a giant hug.. if you're still alive that is; I'm worried about you.
But, I love you with all my heart Boo

Hello darling, I was just reading that song you wrote for me a while back.. i wrote it on my wall actually. Anyway, I was thinking about you and I hope all is well. Love you <3

Hey love, long time no talk. I miss you like crazy, and I'm worried as all hell about you. I haven't talked to you in a few months, and I'm honestly worried you... did something stupid. I just want to tell you how much I love you and how much you have and always will mean to me.
Stay strong sunshine <3

I'm so sorry about your sisters.

*me

jason, i dont know if you remember be, but we used to talk a lot. i remember i always admired how strong you are. you're amazing, and i miss talking to you.

jason,
i miss you sooooo much and no you are not better off dead. you are the GREATEST guy a girl can ever ask for if a girl ever says anything but tht she is obviously mentally insane. you are the best friend a girl can ever ask for. you do anything for your family. you do anything for your sisters. btw tell your sister to keep up her volleyball skills. i loooovee yooooou and i miss you. hit me up sometime on aim< 3
miss you< 3 keep your head high love(:
ps dont be so hard on yourself you deserve a girl whos gonna give you the world
-mev(:

i come here today
to say things will get better,
i know hope is low
so i'll write you this letter.
you're an amazing guy,
more accurately, a man
you support everyone around you
it's not a scam.
you genuinely care
about your family and friends
you work yourself to hard,
but don't worry; your heart will mend.
take a break my love,
look to the stars
know they're always with you
they're never that far.
one day
i promise you
you'll be freed from that burden
you'll be freed from sadness too.
i know it's hard,
but stay strong
i'll try to give you hope
you just need to stay along.
no doubt; you're life is rough,
siblings; you lost two
but i'll tell you this now
there's no one i admire more than you.
♥

Hey its been a really long time since we last spoke:/
I just wanted to say, i was reaing my old comments and you really helped me, thank you so so much, idek what else to say, I always say stupid things when Im trying to help someone so yeah. well i just want to say that you're amazing for being a strong person, thanks again.

^ And no, you're not better off dead. So many people love you, so many people need you. You have a great future ahead of you, and you will get there alive and stronger than ever. You're an inspiration to everyone you meet.

I'm going to start writing you random messages, and I hope they make your day just a little bit brighter when you see them.
Well, I've recently fallen in love with the song Lullaby by Nickleback.
"Well I know the feeling
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge
And there ain't no healing
From cutting yourself with the jagged edge
I'm telling you that
Its never that bad
Take it from someone whose been where you're a
tLaid out on the floor
And your not sure
You can take this anymore
So just give it one more try
To a lullaby
And turn this up on the radioIf you can hear me now I'm reaching out
To let you know that you're not alone
And you can't tell I'm scared as hell
Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Well honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby"
It reminded me of something you would say.
I'm here to sing you a lullaby, Jason, never give in♥

because theres a thousand of other girls out there like me... how you holding up buddy?

i am so sorry for your sister.. i read your profile and stated to cry after the first sentence

Hey, i really hope you remember me. Anyway if you forget, my name's logan. we used to talk and email 24/7 ... but not anymore. I miss you buddy, Im so sorry about your sister, everytime i talked to her my face lit up, she was special, just like you. I don't know if you're ever going to see this, but i hope you do. i love you jason, and im here if you need.. throughout anything i will be here.

Jason, i'm really sorry about your sister.
I hope she rests in peace. ♥

I'm so sorry. Life is hard, and we have to go through pain everyday. People self harm as a way of escaping, letting physical pain wash away the emotional pain. Trust me, I know from experience. It's not your fault. Stay strong, and if you ever need anyone to talk to, I'll be here...

i'm so sorry. stay strong. things will get better. you sound amazing. you deserve to be happy, remember that.

you might not see this but i just read your whole story and i cried. i'm so sorry. you probably cant even describe how you are right now. this is a huge change to you for only being still a kid. this totally changed my life. if you do see this just know everyone is here for you and your the strongest and most caring person alive.

Jason,
I read that thingie up therre ^ I'm so sorry
I actually cried during it. That is sooo horrible
And sad I'm sooooo sorry