*Freedom*

whenever I said I love you, I meant it

but you didn't

"Don't cut yourself."
"Why?"
"Because, it hurts."

I CAN'T WAIT

To see your face 

To hear your voice

To feel the warmth upon my clothes

Wait...

What am I saying

IT'S TOO LATE

whenever I said I love you, I meant it

but you didn't

live like its the last time he can see you alive without him

"I just scared to get hurt again..."

I was supposed to go hang out with a boy.

I cut myself while shaving.

I was bleeding really bad.

I was way too embarrassed to tell him.

But I did anyway.

And he rushed to my apartment.

With a first aid kit.
 

“You hurt me,” she said. “And for the longest time, I was waiting for you to come save me. For you to tell me it was okay, and to tell me I would be fine.” “I’m just here to tell you that I did all on my own,” she said, “And I’m still here.”

"Please," he cried, "Please just come over please"
"I'm sorry, I'm never gonna hurt you again please come over"
"I love you, you know I did please come see me"
"I just cant go on without you"

although im still hurting
I just keep going back
 

"you changed" he said.

how did i change

because i would flinch every time you raised your hand?

because i would ask to check your texts after you hooked up with me friend

because i would sleep on the couch for a week after you had se.x with me after i said no

because i never argued with you anymore after you choked me against the wall

honestly, i agree with you, i did change

but i changed because of you
not because i wanted to