JessicaMayCox

Confession :

I miss my old life. I miss when I had it all figured out. I miss when me and my mum could tell each other anything. I miss when my actually knew I existed. I miss when I got to see my brother. I miss seeing him smile. I miss playing with his big afro. I miss him taking me everywhere. I miss going into his bed when I was scared. I miss him so much. I just want to see his smile again. to hear him laugh. to hear him walk in the door saying 'hey mum' and hugging all of us. I miss you so much Michael.

I miss the relationships I used to have with my friends and I'm so terribly sorry that I screwed it up.
I miss when I use to laugh everyday. I miss having someone there to understand me. I miss everything.

All I want to do is cry. I can't help it. I just want to cry into my daddys arms. I just want him to hug me like he use to, I want him to love me like he use to, I want him to be my daddy again. I NEED HIM.

We're supposed to stay together forever and yes I know that it's my fault that we're not close anymore. I'm sorry for that. but I'm not even sure if you want to be friends anymore. and I'm not gonna try and fix this if I'm the only one that has to make an effort. We both have to. because I feel like I've lost you just as much as you feel like you've lost me. I miss you. I miss all the girls. but noone will give me the chance to make it right.

 Those days where you just want to give up.

 30 day challenge ;♥
day 1- 11 facts about you.
  day 2- the initials of the person you love.
day 3- your closest friends to you.
day 4- the thing you most fear.
day 5- the saddest moment in your life.
day 6- favorite sport(s).
day 7- favorite song.
day 8- your deepest secret.
day 9- first impression on the guy you like now.
day 10- last time you cried.
day 11- thing closest to your heart.
day 12- when you hear this song you cry.
day 13- place wanna visit really badly.
day 14- favorite book.
day 15- favorite animal.
day 16- favorite show.
day 17- last time someone hurt you.
day 18- the story behind your life.
day 19- person who scares you the most.
day 20- last major injury.
day 21- favorite youtube video.
day 22- phone type.
day 23- biggest confection.
day 24- last break up.
day 25- last heart break.
day 26- the day you regret the most.
day 27- first friend.
day 28- favorite drink.
day 29- a letter to someone in your family.
day 30- letter to a friend
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D.B- Even after everything he put me through.. I still love him

 30 day challenge ;♥ (except I'm doing them all today.)
day 1- 11 facts about you.
day 2- the initials of the person you love.
day 3- your closest friends to you.
day 4- the thing you most fear.
day 5- the saddest moment in your life.
day 6- favorite sport(s).
day 7- favorite song.
day 8- your deepest secret.
day 9- first impression on the guy you like now.
day 10- last time you cried.
day 11- thing closest to your heart.
day 12- when you hear this song you cry.
day 13- place wanna visit really badly.
day 14- favorite book.
day 15- favorite animal.
day 16- favorite show.
day 17- last time someone hurt you.
day 18- the story behind your life.
day 19- person who scares you the most.
day 20- last major injury.
day 21- favorite youtube video.
day 22- phone type.
day 23- biggest confection.
day 24- last break up.
day 25- last heart break.
day 26- the day you regret the most.
day 27- first friend.
day 28- favorite drink.
day 29- a letter to someone in your family.
day 30- letter to a friend
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1. I'm 15
2. I recently had my heartbroken by a boy who I though loved me.
3. I hate it when people tell me that it'll all be okay, cause right now it's not.
4. I love my friends
5. I love my family
6. I have more than one Best Friend <3
7. I hate school.. I know everyone does but I can't stand it anymore.
8. I know that I said that I love my family but I can't wait until I can move out cause they annoy me so freakin much.
9. I'm always helping others.
10. I actually would go search the seas looking for on eof my friends if they were lost.
11. I miss Dean so much, and everyone just doesn't get that.

Dear Dean.

I'm gonna come right out and say it. I MISS YOU!! even after everything youi did to me, I still miss you. I have so much to ask you, Like Why? why wasn't I good enough for you? why did you sleep with her? out of all the people that you know, why did you chose the person that I hate? why did you chose the person that has caused my little sister so much pain? why? did you do it?
Do you miss me? do you think about me as much as I think about you? Do you flirt with all the girls at your new school? should I just give up and realise that you're never coming back? not even to give me a reason? or a crappy excuse? or to tell me the truth? don't you think I deseve atleast that?
Soncerely, the girl who stayed with you when  everyone else left.

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Jessie loves Leesha!!!!!!!!!!
Leesha loves Jessie!!!!!!!!!!

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confession #1 I miss my best friend so much, she gone away for only a week and is coming back in a couple days, I have so much that I need to talk about, but I don't want to bomard her with my sad stories. but mostly I just don't want to talk about them at all, I mean If I can barely think to myself about them how am I suppose to talk to her about them :L </3