JesyLee93

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Joined: August 31, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 328620
Gender: F
I've been depressed for years. I've been thinking about suicide.
After everything my family has done for me, I can't leave them though. I can't be so selfish.
But I can't live like this anymore either. 
Go ahead and make fun of me. I'm use to it.
I was bullied when I was 12. Getting anonymous messages online calling me names.
I lost most of my friends. And I don't know how to make new ones.
Almost every night, I cry myself to sleep.
I've been in abusive relationships. 
I'm scarred.

I can't tell my family my life story.
They'd be too disappointed.

I need help.





If you want to talk to me, text 1-508-784-7779
That's my ipod number, because I don't have a phone anymore.

Quotes by JesyLee93

“ S u i c i d e  i s n ’ t  c o w a r d l y .  I ’ l l  t e l l  y o u  w h a t ’ s  c o w a r d l y :
treating someone so badly that they want to end their life.”


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I can't do this anymore.

Why are you doing this to me?

Would you regret it if I died tonight?
because of you?
A best friend shouldn't make you want to die.
So why does my "best friend" make me feel like this?

 
Do you realize what you're doing?
You're tearing me apart. I'm hurting.

 
And the worst part is, none of this is my fault;
but you blame me anyway.


You make me wanna die,
                                     I'll never be good enough.