JimmyIsWeird

You left scars. I cant even enjoy my last jr high dance because all i can think about is you and our first slow dance. Everywhere I go, I see us.

I told myself I would never be that girl who says she was in love after a couple weeks.
But now that we are not dating, I dont know why I cant move on.
i wouldnt call it love, but I love the memories more than I hate the fact we broke up.

100 Truths.

LASTS:
1. Last beverage = Cherry Pepsi
2. Last phone call = Mazie
3. Last text message = Greg c:
4. Last song you listened to = Do You Hear The People Sing - Les Miserables
5. Last time you cried = Yesterday :l

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = No
7. Been cheated on = No c:
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = No but some kid kissed me in kindergarten (on the cheek) and i made him regret it
9. Lost someone special = Yeah :(
10. Been depressed = Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up = No lol

FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Lime Green
13. Teal Blue
14. Grey or Brown

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = Naaah
16. Fallen in love = Like- yes. Love- no.
18. Met someone who changed you = Nobody will change me. I change me. :P
19. Found out who your true friends were = You have NO idea.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yep.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list = Noooooooope.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know (IN REAL LIFE) = Dont have FB
23. How many kids do you want to have = 2 boys 2 girls. Adopt 2 of them. Dont know in what order tho haha
24. Do you have any pets = Yaaaah. I had a cat Cheerio that died last week. RIP Cheerio. =^.^= I also have a dog Zoey.

You know that feeling when you get called pretty by that ONE guy? Unfortunately, I dont.

When you have a guy that tells you that you are beautiful, and when he means it, cherish him. Cherish him while you can. Because I didnt. Even if you doubt his loyalty, cherish the good while you can because it is always worth it. Dont make that mistake of taking him for granted. I did. He was a jerk and I will always remember the horrible things he had said instead of the few good things because I screwed up.

But so did he.

I cant believe its over. 3 months and its gone. I try to stay strong, then i weep in my pillow. And all i can think is its over. Im sorry if it was me... I really dont know. I dont understand why you needed to go.

Havent been on in a long time.
Did ya miss me? :)

Today a girl at my sister's bday party was cutting a taco with a spoon.... No joke.

-from Contagion

 

(made me laugh, no offence to any bloggers or creative writers out there)

We will always be sisters at heart.
We knew it right from the start.