I'm really really sorry to hear that. It's not your friend that deserved better, It's you. I know you'll find a guy someday that will treat you the way you deserve to be treated. :)
Btw, sorry for sounding so cheesy, I'm serious though :p
I saw your vid and I just want to say be strong. Don't let people bring you down, Especially people like your father who are suppose to be supportive and caring. I know it sounds like a cliche but I'm serious, You are amazing and you shouldn't let what other people say get to you! Just focus on the positive and stay strong :)
I think you should stay away from the both of them until you figure what it is you want, talking to the both of them is only messing with your mind. If you stay away from the both of them you'll notice who it is you really missed and who it is you truly want to be with. :)
Hope I helped!
Btw, sorry for sounding so cheesy, I'm serious though :p
I'm Johanna, I'm 17 and I'm from Sweden :p
Hope I helped!
Today's my 17th :D