the one thing I’m scared most about right now is that
I’ll lose the one thing that makes my heart skip a
beat every second of the day. Having him there to hug,
to hold and to kiss makes everything seem so perfect.
He’s the one who makes me want to wake up in the morning, makes
me feel like going to school and to stay awake at
night. I smile and laugh every second I’m with him and it feels
like time just stops when he’s there with me. I cherish
the time I spend with him now because who knows if something
would ever happen to break us apart. All I really
want is him to be with me for me, not for something more.
This is the first time I feel that I can’t screw this up
because if I do, I know he’ll just leave and I’m not letting
this one go because he’s real, the one that
understands me out of every guy out there that I’ve ever met or
known. I’m scared to get hurt again. Too many tears
lost and too much time wasted. I hope that he’s the boy
that’s going to be there for me always. The one who
actually keeps his word and promises