Johnell

I just wish I had someone to talk to sometimes that would understand and not judge me.

There was a 15 year old girl sitting on the school hallway floor crying because her boyfriend had just broke up with her.
All of a sudden she looked up, and a boy pulled her up from the ground, wiped away her tears and told her she was to beautiful to be crying.
She responded saying, "theres no way i could look beautiful, my eyes are red, my make up is running and im just a mess"
his response "I dont care, i think you look beautiful"
He held her for a little bit. and sat on the hallway floor with her. and listend to her problems. turns out the guy that broke up with the girl was one of his friends.
they talked for a while, and they exchanged numbers.
that night, he became her boyfriend.
they dated ever since.
about a year ago, the boy proposed to the girl
she said yes
they are now planning their wedding
theyve been together almost 4 years now
that girl? shes me
that boy? my fiance
its a true story!

nmf

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me:
"do you know what it feels like to be in a room full of people and still feel completely alone? To walk past people and know that they were just talking about you, and sometimes, they just keep talking and you can cearly hear them? to have your self esteem ripped apart daily? to have the things you want dangled right in front of your face and then it be like, 'just kidding you dont get to be happy!' to feel sooo alone, and so hurt, all the time, like the space where your heart is suppose to be is just empty. to spend hours crying and sometimes, not even know why? to feel so mentally exhusted that you are physically drained to? do you?!"
my ex:
"well no but you should get over it."
me:
"ya well you know how you cant get over being hungry all the time? (hes fat) ya well, i cant just get over depression."
*true convo.*

Life is like a job
and death is like gods way of saying "youre fired."
suicide is like saying, "you cant fire me!, i quit!"

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