Last Serenade*

Status: I Swear to God I Gonna Change the World
Joined: November 3, 2011
Last Seen: 9 months
Birthday: December 12
user id: 233928
Location: In the clouds
Gender: M

 

 
 

STATUS:is it bad that i hate myself for feeling paranoid?

Hey, I'm Seth, 18, Long Island NY, just a sociopathic monster who likes to write
 
 

Last Serenade*'s Favorite Quotes

When he is potentially bad for you
When he likes other girls and tells you about them
When he does things you don't approve of
When he only gets along with some of your friends
When sone of your friends really don't like him
When your friends think you could do better
When they give you sad looks behind their backs
When you tear yourself apart at night
When it consumes your mind
When you can't think straight
When you want to stop
When you can't
When you do exactly what you told yourself not to do
When you just can't help yourself
When he's warm


 
The mystery of human existence lies not in just staying alive, but in finding something to live for.
 

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Soon I know I'll wake from this dream.
-Hello by Evanescence 




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Format by Sandrasaurus

 












don't ever tell you how i really feel
 cause i can't find the words to say what i mean
 And nothing's ever easy,  that's what they say
I             know                   I'm               not                your          only
but                I'll            still         be          a    fool
cause                I'm                 a                fool                 for                 you

                                                            

Oh, my stomach’s tied in knots
I’m
afraid of what I’ll find if you wanna talk tonight
Oo
h ooh
See th
e problem isn’t you, it’s me, I know
I c
an tell, I’ve seen it time after time
A
nd I’ll push you away mmm
I get
so afraid, oh, no
And I can'
t live without you now
Oh oh
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're
the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don'
t wanna go home right now.












 
Love is like a hourglass;
with the heart filling up
as the brain emties...

 
Gif taken by crazyneoncolors
 
This isn't fair!
Don't you try to blame this on me.
My love for you was bulletproof,
But you're the one who shot me.
you want to be a boy. 
tell mom.
tell dad.
no, you don't you disgusting attention seeker.
you like boys. 

im bi i like either
so you have two sexualities?
technically one. 
that stupid one, transexual? how disgusting, little girl.
i want to be a boy and i want to identify as a boy. 
mom wont approve
i know
you'll lose your popularity status
i know
your first kiss was a boy
ive liked girls before
ya ok...liar...maybe marco was right
you were there through it all
ya, you showed your boobs 
that you have 
because youre a girl

i hate you
i know you do. im the reason why everyone hates you. 
everyones out to get you because you're gender confused
or an attention seeker

i am not
yes you are
until you chop off your hair and wear boy clothes and hang out with guys...
i'll believe you.

it doesnt happen over night.
shut up. liar.
-my schziophrenic diary.
july 14th 2014, 3:30 pm est 
italics are the voices in my head
non-italics is just me thinking/argueing 

He loved the girl with the fragile soul,
who saved his broken heart.