Inhalexbieber*

Status: Bordum kills
Joined: November 21, 2012
Last Seen: 7 years
Birthday: August 12
user id: 339417
Location: Coming to a theater near you!
Gender: F




Striving for perfection.

16. Volleyball. Poet. Activist. BLM. 
 
 

 
 

Quotes by Inhalexbieber*

Who want's to talk?
Bored to death!
I think this is very inspirational. I want everyone reading this to watch this. If you are going through somthing watch this. Helped me out. Because I will prove them wrong. 
Comment what you thought I'd like to know !


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltun92DfnPY
That feeling when you try your hardest at somthing to do it amazingly and you think you did but other people don't like it at all.    I hate that feelings.

 

So as you can see there is no title. I thought i should write this at the top but anyways I would love for you guys to read the prolouge and find out what the story is gonna be about then comment below to see what I should title the story. 
Prologue:
I stare at myself in the mirror.
"I haven't seen myself in the mirror in months" I whisper to myself.
I carees the bruises on my stomach. As I touch each and everyone of them I can reenact what happened in my head.
Him beating me. Over and over again. I begin to bust out into tears.All I can think about is Chase saying 
"Lani you don't listen!" "Lani you stupid sl/t! I saw you flirting with him at lunch today.!" "I would never take you out anywhere dressed like that go change you're an embarrassment to you entire family !"
It repeats and repeats in my head over and over again. I think to myself "He only does it when he is drunk.He doesn't remember anything.Its okay he will stop. I'll help him."
But deep down we all know this is a lie. He is never gonna want help. Because he believes he never did it.I finally stop sobbing and wipe my tears. I begin to get out of the mirror and look at out the window
of my room. My door ends up slamming open. It was my mother.She is a alcoholic so as usual she is tipsy. She busts into my room and asks why my room is a mess. Then I'm a slob and a f/ck up. I finally
grew some balls and told her to shut the hell up. Which was my first mistake. She got so angry she wound up her hand so far back and swung it right into my face. Which made me fall off the chair and onto the floor.
Then I called her a crazy b/tch under my breath thank god she didn't hear me.I just laid there on the floor looking at the ceiling.My room was silent. All you could here was the fan spinning. It was peaceful
As I thought to myself."Is this what death feels like?" Being happy and quite? . I continued to be curious about death. I wanted it so bad. I wanted to get out of this hell hole.My mom beats me and so does
my boyfriend. I get bullied at school and everything. I need something to take my problems away. I need some fresh air.So I opened the window since we live on the first floor and I  and climb out,
During the process my oversized sweater got caught making me fall.As if I wasn't bruised up enough. Well i walked up the hill, finally near the ocean. It was so beautiful. wating
 the water lap on the white sand as I inhaled the scent of the ocean. "Pure Bliss" I said to myself. I go back to thinking of what I though of earlier. And comparing it to now. I would love to die at the beach
Amazingly beautiful.So I walk to the closest part of land to the ocean.It doesn't look safe to stand but oh well. I step my foot about but before I throw my self down there to die I roll up my sleeves
and see all my cut marks. I roll up my shirt and see all the bruises on my stomach .I see how unhappy i am here, but I might have somthing to live for. Should I really end it now?

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I am that a//hole everyone see's on facebook when they post a "Who will be my valentine"  I comment the youtube video "Alicia Keys- No one"
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i don't know why but Ed Sheeran gives me motivation









 
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The highest form of ignorance  is when you reject somthing you know nothing about.
                 -Wayne Dyer
When someone calls u beautiful and amazing talented on witty and u get mad gassed. :)





















By the way im  a HUGE

bieber fan  

But girls. were bieber fans. You really think bieber wants us cutting.

Just because he smokes weed? Is it gonna kill him? No. He is eighteen let him make his own idea's for his life. 





 

         What the complete hell. I'm tottally ashamed to be apart of this generation. SERIOUSLY. Twitter #cutforbieber. WHAT THE COMPLETE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU. Who cuts for someone who doesnt even know they exsits .  And this is why the world thinks self harm is a joke for idoits who do this -_-
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