JoshIsASiren

The biggest scar on my body is from the night that I hurt you. I can never forget what we had, and that scar will always remind me of how much I loved you. I miss you so so much and I wish I could fix everything, even if for just a day that I could have you back here.

Annabelle & I miss you so. ❤
I hate the way we left things :(
I'm so sorry for everything, I love you..
Rest In Peace my love. ❤

hi, i miss u like crazy. you prolly dont remember me bc we didnt rele talk much but wen i needed help u helped me. i luv u n thank u for that. fly high.

i miss you so much josh. your were so nice. :( i wish you were all right.

ik you dont reconise me but we talked a lot.... its dakota. just found out now i cant stop crying. your the third friend i had that passed. its heartbreaking

hey there josh, it's been months since I was last on witty. I just thought to tell you a couple of things:
1. I've come back to witty for you. (:
2. I believe you're looking after me - I look at the moon with every chance I get.
3. I believe you're still roaming the earth, but not as yourself, as a different person. I believe you were born again and living as someone else, somewhere else. But I believe that your soul is in Heaven, and that it's always with me.
It's a pleasant thought. And it gets me by, every time.
xo

I remember,
We talked before.
Several times.
They were short conversations,
But they were really pleasant.
We can't have any more pleasant conversations.
And I can't believe I found out about this now...
All I can say is,
I'll miss you, dear.

i miss you so much.

Hi baby !
it's been almost 1 month since i last posted . Crazy.
Man , i wish you were here. you're wonderful . but everything happens for a reason.
I love you panda, remember that . alright ?

Hi panda bear.
I miss you tons! I think about you everyday it's crazy.
I hope being up there is amazing as it seems.
I love you so much.
i'll see you soon .. i can't wait. c:

Josh.. I miss you like f-cking hell.

Josh..
i could really use ou about now..
Everyhting is falling apart../:

I miss him ..
i NEED him back.

Jasonn.. I miss him.. more than anything.

Ugh , I miss you so much . /;
I need you , like you don't even understand panda. You've helped me through so much , it's unbelievable .. /:

Josh, I only recently found out about you having lung cancer. Why didn't you tell me? You told me you were in hospital, but for a different reason. i look at the moon now, and i hear the word beautiful everyday. i miss you so so so so so much. i wish you were right here right now dancing like crazy with me. i can hear you in my head, y'know. it's stupid...but i can. i feel it. Maybe someday we'll stop crying and move on, knowing you're okay up there. But when i say that, someday seems like months and those months seem like they'll never ever come. but they will, and we'll be happy again.
love ya, buddy.
-from your infinite guard.

Hey gorgeous. Life's going well I suppose. Gala's coming up, which means my solo is too. I hope you'll be watching me! :) So how's it going up there? Bet you're chillaxed and all. Gah, I'm freaking jealous of you, dude! You get to be relaxed while i work my freaking butt off. Man, you should see me. Frantic and all...I wish you were here. I miss you alot, pandabear.
What i hate most is that i don't know how you died, when or where.
I hate that man.
Ok, this is me signing off for now.
Keep dreaming, boy.
xoxo

Hi panda.
ha, remember when we came up with those names ?(: haha, that was amazing. ♥
Rememeber when i broke down , because of JT , .. and you were there right by my side ? Remember when you were upset, so i came to you and helped you ? Gah.. I love you .You were my everything. My best friend, the guy i could count on, everything. And now.. now you're gone /; Why does this keep happening to the ones i'm so close with..
You didn't deserve to die, nor did any of my other friends. You're wonderful ok ?
I'll try and smile , because i know damn well that's what you'd want me to do.♥ I won't stop thinking about you . Rest In Peace Panda . I love you .

Josh, I just found out.
You promised me you wouldn't. I miss you too much. You promised.
Don't leave me, Panda.
Please. I love you.

i miss your kisses. seriously. and your stupid little jokes. i miss you. so much. i'm going to see you soon. i can't do this on my own. you fought.. as hard as you could. i'm proud of you, baby.

..but i need you here. or i need to be there. i love you.