JuliasaysRAWR

Status: Sometimes I just dont know..
Joined: February 12, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 273575
Gender: F
I feel like, it doesnt really matter what i post
Or how often I go on
because life goes on
and eventually people stop caring but thats okay,
because if someones stays then you know that someones got your back
but for me this is
real. Fucking. Life.
And that means these things dont happen for me  
                                

Quotes by JuliasaysRAWR

Theres no point in holing yourself up and hiding away.
No point in pushing people away until they dont bother coming back
Because no matter what you want to believe
The world will move on without you
Whether it takes a day, or a month, or a year
It will simply move on
Leaving you alone
Until you can get back up and continue on with your life
Get back on track and right yourself
Because feeling sorry for yourself isnt going to acomplish anything
Nothing at all
I  need  a  little  more  luck  than  a  little  bit,
Cause  every  time  I  get  stuck  the  words  wont  fit,
And  every  time  that  I  try  I  get  tongue  tied,
I'll  need  a  little  good  luck  to  get  me  by,
I  need  a  little  more  help  than  a  little  bit,
Like  the  perfect  one  word  no  one's  heard  yet,
Cause  every  time  that  I  try  I  get  tongue  tied,
I  need  a  little  good  luck  to  get  me  by  this  time...

<3

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Dem cool kids who have a life,
I wish I was one of them...

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if you have 35+.. you're spoiled :3
[ ] own car
[x] cell phone
[ ] own phone line
[] bf/gf
[x] own bathroom
[x] own room
[x] 2 or more story house
[] built-in pool
[]guest house
[ ] game room
[x ] tv in your room
[x] Double (queen) Bed
[] more than 20 pairs of shoes
[] 10+ things from a designer store
[x] good grades
[ ] Dior sunglasses
[ ] louis vuitton purse
[x] iPod
[ ] XBOX
[ ] PS2
[ ] mp3 player

Total so far: 8

[ ] Mercedes Benz
[ ]BMW
[ x] basketball hoop
[ ] air hockey table
[ ] pool table
[ ] ping pong table
[] trampoline
[ ] live ON a lake or pond
[ ] own a pair of skiis
[ ] own a snowboard
[ ] has a boat
[ ] has a jet ski
[ ] has a beach house/ cabin

Total so far: 9

[ ] only child
[] stereo system in bedroom
[x] DVD player in bedroom
[x] 100+ dvd's
[ ]gets $50+ for allowance each month
[] goes shopping every month...or every week
[ x] shops at abercrombie
[ ] goes snowboarding/ skiing every weekend
[x] makeup
[x] cologne/perfume
[ ] AIM
[] MSN
[]Yahoo
[]5+ trophies
[x]own digital camera
[x]walk-in closet

Total so far: 16

[ ] electric scooter
[ ] dirt bike
[ ] 4X4 truck
[] guitar/drums
[x] hammock
[ ] been on a cruise
[X] traveled out of the country
[ x] weight set/ workout set in house
[ ] personal fit trainer
[] expensive jewerly
[] met a celeb
[x] straightener/ curling iron
[x] gets hair done/nails/spas
[] on/was on a Varsity team for the school
[ ] own batting cage
[x] 100+ in wallet/ purse right now
[x] own savings account
[ x]1+ BEST friends (sad I know)
[ ] been to the carribean
[ ] been to europe.
[ ] been to hawaii
[] been to NY

Total so far: 24

[ ] shopped in seattle
[ ] eaten at the space needle in seattle
[ ] been on the eiffel tower in paris
[] been on the statue of liberty in NY
[x ] been on the honor roll for 2+ years
[ ] went on a trip for sweet sixteen birthday
[ ] lives on a private property
[ ] license
[x] moved 3+ times
[ ]sports car
[] hot tub
[ x] pet(s)
[ ] ranch
[ ] verizon
[ ] cingular
[ ]Sprint
[x] virgin mobile / other
[x] been to 5+ states in the US.

Total so far: 29

[] 100+ buddies on messenger
[ x] alarm clock
[x] home-cooked meal almost everyday
[ ] eat-out almost everyday
[x] been in a limo
[] own camcorder
[ x] own laptop
[ ] own desktop

Total so far: 33

Overall total: 33

You spoiled?
[] yes
[x] no

Im always shut out
It doesnt matter what I say 
Or what I do
I dont matter
Thats truth

APPEARANCE:


[] I am shorter than 5'4".
[X] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[] I wear glasses sometimes.
[X] I would probably get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 1 piercing
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[X] I have freckles.


FAMILY:

[X] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] My actual parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[?] I want to have kids someday.
[] I want to adopt someday.


SCHOOL/WORK:

[X] I'm in school.
[] I have a job.
[] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] almost always do my homework.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[X] I've stolen something from my school.


EMBARRASSMENT:

[X] I've fell in public.
[] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry. 
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[X] I've glued my hand to something.
[X] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose


HEALTH:

[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[] I've had chicken pox.
[] I have/had asthma.


EXPERIENCES:

[] I've gotten lost in my town
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been skydiving.
[X] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[X] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[X] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[X] I've sat on a roof top.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've rode in a taxi.
[X] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.


RELATIONSHIPS:

[] I've gone on a blind date.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've told someone I loved them and didn't get a clear response.
[X] I've felt rejected even if I wasn't.
[] I've loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.


HONESTY:

[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[XX] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've been suspended from school.


BAD TIMES:

[X] I've consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink.
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[X] I've slept an entire day, when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[X] I've went to bed crying.


Cause they don't even know you,
All they see is scars,
They dont see the angel, 
Living in your heart,
Let them find the real you,
Buried deep within,
Let them know with all you've got,
That you are not,
Your skin


 



All the time i push myself to be perfect, which is sad considering everytime, im setting myself up to fail

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I thought,
That being splashed with water by a truck only happened in movies
Till it happened to me
<3
 
 
 
Format by Sandrasaurus haha it actually happened