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Chapter 5

Darien's POV

 I could tell how sad Bailey was getting.
But I really meant what I said.
She should never, ever think that should've been her.
"What did I do to deserve such an amazing guy like you?" She said smiling with tears still streaming down her face.
"You didn't do anything. We were meant to be." I said smiling. I wiped the tears off of her face.
All of her make-up washed off. She looked even more beautiful without it.
"Why do you wear make-up? You look more gorgeous without that stupid black sh/t on your face and clogging your pores!" I said smirking.
"You know, it's funny how you know so much of this girl stuff." She said. "Come on, really? I have to listen to you and your friend complain all the time." I said winking.
"Oh, whatever! Hey, we're not doing such a great job with looking for my dog you know." Bailey said smirking.
"Yeah, haha maybe we should focus on looking for the dog. I just love talking to you. Piper! Come here boy! Piper!" "Piperrrrrrrr! Come here boy." We both called.
"Oh, look there he is!" Bailey said exited. "Uh I'm so glad we can finally go home and get out of this freezing weather!"
"Oh my god, Bay. It's spring! I swear, you're always cold." I said laughing.
"Well it's night time. So it's kind of cold out okay!" She said. She's the cutest.
"Here just take my sweater loser." I said laughing.
"One cannot simply love a loser." She said.
"Well considering I do, one simply can!" I said laughing.
She's such a dork. But she's my dork.
"Ugh, I can't believe tomorrow's my last day of school!" And then Tuesday.. I'm gonna be gone." She said almost crying.
"I know, I can't believe it. I just want to freeze time and spend it with you." I said smiling
. "And then maybe go see Carly?" She said in a sarcastic thinking voice.
"Haha, very funny." I said shaking my head. "Come here." I said pulling her in for a hug.
 "I still can't believe you are going to be gone. I'm going to miss you so much Bay. I hope you know that." I said.
"Of course I know that! I'm going to miss you so much too. This just doesn't feel real. I'm gonna be gone for who knows how long!" She said throwing her hands in the air.
We passed my house a long the way and I looked at what time it was.
"Woah, it's 11:30. We've been out here for like 4 hours! Haha, I should go home." I said. "Waaaaitttttttt, scratch that! Only a horrible boyfriend would make her amazingly hot girlfriend walk home alone at night!" I said smirking.
"Haha, very funny. Whatever. It's fine! I'm fine! Go home! Your house is right there." She said trying to convince me to just go home.
"No, no, no, no, NO. There is no way I'm going home. I refuse!" I said sticking my tongue out at her acting like a little kid.
"Ugh. You're such a child." She said
"Love you too babe." I said making kissy faces towards her.

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Chapter 4

Darien's POV

 I ran to the door to get it and Darien was behind me.
I opened it and there she was. Lily.
How ironic.
“Speak of the devil.” Darien mumbled.
Smirking, I was about to ask here what she’s doing her but she just walked into my house uninvited. And even worse, she kissed him.
Darien.
She kissed Darien! He was trying to back away but she had her arms wrapped around him.
I was disgusted. She just walks in my house and kisses my boyfriend?!
I pushed her off of him and she punched me.
“You’re kidding right?” I said more in a screaming tone.
“Get the f**k away from my girl. Don’t think you can come in her own home and kiss me like that, then punch her!” He said screaming.
“You know you enjoyed it! The kiss and the punch!” She said and turned her body out the door. “Woah, what’s all this screaming?” Bailey’s mom walked in. She looked out the door and saw Lily. “That b*tch was here?!”
“MOM!” I screamed laughing at the same time but still in pain.
And then at that time we all broke out into laughter. The door was still wide open and my dog, Piper got out.
“Ugh.. Can you please go get Piper!” My mom said annoyed. "Yeah, I'll be right back." I said.
"I'll come help you find him." Darien said. We were just walking and it was basically just small talk. We talked about the littlest things and then the biggest thing we could ever talk about.
My dad.
"You know Bailey, I really miss your dad." Darien said starring at the ground.
Darien and my father were the best of friends.
Darien was the son my father never had.
They did everything together. Practically more than me and Darien did anything.
It was pretty funny
. But then just one day out of the blue. It was just a normal day.
We were driving to pick Darien up. Him and my dad had planned to paint the garage together.
And then this huge pick up truck just ran into us.
It crushed our car. I honestly don't know how I survived. It was just last year and I feel like it's been forever since he's been gone.
It breaks my heart, it breaks my mom's heart. It breaks my heart because of how much it breaks my moms heart.
I cannot stand seeing her alone. Seeing her cry is a normal thing now.
We all miss my dad dearly.
"I know. I do too. He really loved you Darien." I said smiling remembering all the times they spent together.
"Sometimes I wish it was me that didn't survive. If it was anyone, he should have lived. Not me."
I continued.
"Hey, listen." Darien said lifting up my chin with his finger. "Don't you ever say that. It shouldn't have been any of you that died. But it was. It was him. It's devastating, but I don't want you to ever think that should've been you.

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Chapter 3  

Darien's POV

 “You’re beautiful Bailey.” As soon as I finished saying that, her mom walked in.
“Bailey! You need to start packing – oh! Darien, you’re here. Hi, nice to see you hun. Bailey start packing! Those boxes aren’t going to pack themselves.”
Bailey’s mom said pointing to a pile of boxes lay up against a wall. Bailey started taking pictures and trophies down from her shelves.
“Here I’ll help you.” I said moving towards her and grabbing things off the shelves.
I grabbed a picture of me and her in a frame.
I thought of all the good times we had.
“You know, I’m really going to miss this.” I said showing her the picture.
“I know, I have no clue how I am going live in Colorado without you.” She said looking down at her shoes.
A teardrop fell from her eyes.
“Hey. Listen, don’t cry! There’s no reason to cry! We’re going to make this work. I promise. There is no way I am going to let any other girl come between us. Or any other guy. Because trust me Bailey. Guys will be head over heels for you in Colorado.”
I said smiling, trying to make her feel better.
Bailey’s beautiful. There is no way a guy wouldn’t automatically fall in love with her.
Which is why I’m a bit nervous.
And I’m already jealous.
What if she falls in love with someone else?
What if I lose her?
“Bailey. Please promise me, you won’t fall in love with another guy.” I said
“Trust me, there is no way I will ever fall in love with someone else.” She said smiling.
“But..” She started off. “You can’t fall in love with anyone else either! Or think you’re in love with someone else. I won’t allow it.” She smiled and winked.
“Haha. Very funny. You know there is no possibly way I can fall in love with anyone else.” I said smiling.
We went back to packing her things up and there was just some small talk.
We talked about nothing but to me, it meant everything.
I loved talking to her. I feel like I could talk to her about anything.
“Bay, do you remember when we were just kids and we were best friends? And then middle school happened. That was horrible.” I said starting a conversation.
“Yes!” She began. “When Lily broke us apart. That was awful. She practically took you away from me and you were too blind to see it!” She said laughing.
“Haha, and then in 8th grade it was like we were strangers. All because of that Lily.” I said rolling my eyes.
“And theeeeeeeeeeeeeeen, in 10th grade we were lab partners and it was instant love!” She said in a gush voice laughing.
“I’m so glad she moved.” I said shaking my head. Then there was a knock on the door.
“I’ll get it mom!” Bailey screamed.
I followed her to the door and when she opened it. There she was. Lily.
“Speak of the devil.” I mumbled. She stepped into Bay’s house without a word. And then stepped right into my face and smashed her lips against mine. 

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Chapter 2  

Darien's POV

 
  I ran to my car leaving Carly on her front porch and Baileys group of friends to stare.
I was waiting for them to beat me up or something but nothing happened.
I quickly got into my car and sped off to Bailey's house.
I knew she was suicidal but she wouldn't kill herself over this right?
It was just one stupid kiss. I ran up to her door and knocked.
Sh/t no one was home except for her.
Perfect timing for her to do it. There's no point in knocking. She won't let me in.
"The key. Uhm.. Sh/t sh/t sh/t where do they keep the spare key? Uhm under the welcome mat! Yes!" I mumbled out loud panicking.
I opened the door and stormed off into Bailey's room.
I opened her bedroom door and sure enough she was in there.
 About to kill herself! Cause of me. Sh/t what do I do? I ran up to her and wrapped my arms around her and pulled her off the seat.
"What the f*ck are you doing?!" She screamed.
 "Oh no! There is no way in hell you are going to kill yourself!" I screamed. She was thinking and then quickly ran to the bathroom.
"Step. Away. From. The. Bottle." I said pausing after every word I said.
"You are not going to kill yourself! Not over me! It was a stupid kiss Bailey. You're the one that I love. I always will love. I know we're just in 11th grade but Bailey. Whenever I picture my future, you're always right there! Right by my side. You cannot leave me. I love you Bailey. I love you" I said not realizing how much I was talking.
She started crying. Wait what? Why? Did I say anything wrong? Oh my god..
"Bailey, why are you crying?" I said wrapping my arms around her. "Because! Because I don't deserve a guy like you. Even though you cheated on me. Look at you! You're perfect. You have the perfect Justin Bieber hair. You're so popular. That gorgeous smile. Your eyes. You're perfect. And I'm just, I'm just me." She said still crying.
How could she think that? She was gorgeous! She was perfect! "Bailey. Don't you ever think you're not perfect. Because, trust me baby, you are. So what you're not popular! I hate being known by everyone in the school. Sometimes I wish it was just you and me on this world." I said.
Yes, it's true. I think about what it would be like if it was just me and Bailey. "Listen to me Bailey, I love you." I said.
"But I don't love you." She said. Wait what? She doesn't? My heart just dropped and fell out of my butt. Did I do something wrong? What? Erm..
"I'm in love with you." She finished.
"Bailey. I'm in love you with you. I don't want anyone to take you away from me. I don't want you to take you away from me! Promise me you will not go a minute in Colorado without thinking of me." I said.
"Only if you can promise the same thing when you're here." She said. "Of course." And then we kissed. And believe me, those sparks flew like never before. 

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Chapter 1

Mason's  POV

"Mr. Mason Roderick. I have been notified to send you home." My leader had said. "Due to family issues it looks like." He continued, staring at a piece of paper. 
"Oh my god," I had thought to myself. 
"Gabby, it has to be Gabby.. My little sister. I need to get home right now. Does the paper say anything else?" I said.
"Nope, nothing else. Get your things ready. You know Roderick. You're a lucky man. Being able to go home to your family like this." 
"Sir, I know what you have to say is probably important, but I really need to get home to my sister." I said
"Alright, I understand. You know, you're one of our best boys, I would hate to see you leave. Please, come back.. when you can. This country needs you." He said with passion in his voice. He made me realize how important I really am. 
"I can make no promises, but I will be back as soon as I can, if I can." I said reassuring. 
He nodded his head and I jogged off. 
In my bag were plane tickets and I took an army vehicle to the airport as directed. 
I parked the vehicle in the back and went to the front entrance. 
My plane was announced on the speakers. 
I walked towards the doors of "Door A" where my plane was parked. 
I quickly got on the plane. Everything seemed so rushed. 
I couldn't stop but think of Gabby. Poor Gabriella. 
"What was wrong?" I thought to myself. "What could be happening? Why wasn't there anything else in that letter? Gabby will make it. No matter what it is. She's the strongest girl I've ever met." 
I don't even know if Gabby is the reason why I am being sent home. 
Before I knew it, 11 hours were over. Just like that. I got off my plane to meet my parents in the airport. Sure enough they were crying. 
"Gabby.." is all they could choke out. 
"Let's get in the car and go to the hospital. Now." I demanded. 
I was the one to drive because I had no patience in this situation. I needed to get to my little sister.
Sure enough I was speeding, going through red lights. Not a care in the world right now what was around me.  We arrived at the hospital and I went to the front desk asking for Gabby's room number with my parents behind me. 
"Gabby is restricted no visitors at this time. Not even family members. I am sorry. A doctor will be out shortly with some news." 
I couldn't help but cry. 
Was it that bad? She couldn't even have visitors? What was going on? 
My parents were sobbing. I couldn't bother them with questions. But I needed answers. 
"What.. What's happening?" I could nearly speak. 
"The drug.. When she was on trial. Everyone thought it was going great. There was no reason to take her off the drug even though it had failed for everyone else. She had great results. It was almost as if she would be cured by the end of the trial." My dad said. "Then suddenly she stopped breathing. The doctors don't know if she's okay or not. But all we can do is pray." He added. 
And then, that's when the doctor came out. He was heading towards us and started to speak. "Gabby, she doesn't look so great. I don't think there's anything to do to keep her alive." 
"YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING!" I yelled, dragging all of the people's attention. My heart was pounding. "YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE HER IN THERE! ABOUT TO DIE! I can't loose my little sister."


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Introduction

Gabby's POV

My name is Gabby Roderick. I am 17 years old and fighting cancer.
I have been for most of my life.. 12 years in fact.
So since I was 5 years old if you do the math correctly.
It has not been a very fun 12 years but it's the best it can get I guess, right? 
I have an older brother.
His name is Mason.
Mason is in the army fighting for our country.
He is my idol.
Ever since I was younger I've always wanted to join the army chasing after my brother's footsteps.
Looks like that's not going to happen anytime soon.
Under my conditions I can't really do much things you can do. 
I'll be lucky if I get to ride at the top of a ferris wheel and getting a headache, then having to be sent to the hospital.
My life is pretty intense. 
Sometimes I just wish I was normal.
None of the kids at school know the truth about me.
I hate the feeling when people feel bad for me.
But I do love the supportive family god has given me.  
Mason does not get to visit me a lot but when he does, we all make the best of it and enjoy his accompany. 
I know I don't have much time left, but I really want to make the best of it.
I have a best friend and her name is Alyssa.
She is also 17 years old and we go to the same high school.
Even she does not know about my cancer.
No one outside of my family knows about the real me.
I get bullied a lot during school because I'm not the popular type I guess you can call it.
I think telling them the truth will make them stop but then they will treat me differently.
It may be a good different, like they won't bully me but I don't know.
I don't think it's worth it.
I spend most of my time in the hospital more than in my own house or anywhere else.
My nurses and doctors have became my only friends.
I'm not at school that often and it's very hard to concentrate.
The doctors have put me on trial and on this drug.
It seems to be working but I don't feel any better.
The doctors say it is doing good for me.
But I am very scared because the last few people who have been on the drug has passed in the last few days.
My parents don't want to take my off the drug because I am not having the same side affects as the other patients and you could tell it wasn't working for them.
My parents believe this will work, but sometimes I don't. 
I was laying in my hospital bed.
The nurse just walked in with some food and then everything got all fuzzy.
I started shaking.
My legs, I couldn't control them.
I couldn't feel them. 
I could feel my eyes roll back into the inside of my head.
What was happening?
Was it my time? 
Was I really going to die right now?
I heard beeping, I tried to open my eyes.
But all I could see.. were stars.
Stars shining bright into the night sky. 
So this is it. 


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