appleloop*

Status: Hello
Joined: November 16, 2013
Last Seen: 4 years
Birthday: December 11
user id: 374901
Gender: F
I haven't been on in forever.

Quotes by appleloop*

"You don't realize how alone you are until you're staying up every night thinking about things you should never think of and you can't tell anybody, because you have nobody to tell."






And besides, there's so much beauty in a storm.

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"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my eyes and all is born again."

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Do you know what your problem is?
You can't live with the idea that someone might leave.
"But maybe snow is just angels flicking ashes from their cigarettes down to earth,
and the days we spend home from school playing in powdered crystals
will leave us coughing up smoke when we turn 16.

and the light pink dress your mother used to make you wear will turn red where it hits your hips and kisses the tips of your wrists,
and your mother will ask you why there’s blood on all your clothing
and you’ll pretend like you haven’t been doing drugs in the bathroom at school and crying so much.

and one of these days I’ll scream at you to kiss me, and you’ll do it
and we’ll both burn into the ground and watch our bones melt into nothing
because we are nothing,br> even though we’ve got ourselves convinced that we’re the world.
but at least your lips are against mine.

and you don’t always feel it at first, but when you feel it oh god
you feel it.

and liquor seems like a good idea
until it’s not.

and you’ll get better at feeling sorry for yourself and bandaging cuts.

and you’ll get better at finding the stars under your skin, and learning to breathe again.

and you’ll lose your f*cking mind
but you’ll find it.

again,
and again,
and again.

and I’m terrified of growing up,
and leaving behind chapped lips
and peach tasting kisses
and fireworks
and headaches
and eyes filled with oceans pouring down your face and flooding your mouth,
but I would go anywhere with you."



I've seen your frown and it's like looking down the barrel of a gun.















"The only thing more unthinkable than leaving was staying; the only thing more impossible than staying was leaving. I didn't want to destroy anything or anybody. I just wanted to slip quietly out the back door, without causing any fuss or consequences, and then not stop running..."
― Elizabeth Gilbert

"It doesn’t matter if the glass is half full or half empty, drink that sh*t and stop complaining."
-Rudy Francisco



















I just want to break that song into pieces and love them all to death.