JustBeMyself

Status: 10.21.2012 <3
Joined: December 6, 2011
Last Seen: 8 years
Birthday: August 6
user id: 247758
Gender: F


My name is Gisselle. Honestly, around this time last year, I didn't think I'd be alive and typing this. 
I am so happy for the people that made it possible for me to keep going.

Josh. My amazing big brother, the one I never had the pleasure of having. I could be driven into grateful tears thinking of how lucky I am that he was brought into my life, just in time. He never hesitated to listen to me when there was something bothering me, always made sure I knew I could always turn to him when no one else seemed to want to listen to me. He is my shoulder to cry on, my pillar of strength, and my best friend. I couldn't ask for anyone better.

Xavier. He can be a bit difficult at times, but I still love him to death. I know that he'll always be there for me as well, and he'll listen to me. If he thinks there's something off about me, he never hesistates to ask, "Is there something wrong?" Contrary to what everyone else thinks of him, he is a wonderful guy, and I'm glad to have him in my life.

Paulina and Erika. My tennis sidekicks. These two beautiful girls have put up with me through everything, whether it was about tennis, homework, boy problems, family issues, or just hearing me complain. They know exactly what to say to make me feel better, even if I'm at my worst. I love you, my beautiful sisters!

Quotes by JustBeMyself






My boyfriend and I aren't going to see each other before Christmas 
after today, and he wanted to give me an early Christmas present.

So today, he kissed me.

It was my first kiss.







 






You know, hearing about what happened at Sandy Hook Elementary School, and then coming home to my little brother and listening as he said, "Look what I did at school!"... It really hit me hard. Why does the world have to be so f.ucked up?


 




   He cooked dinner for me last night.      

Wow. Has it really already been over a month?
A whole month since you asked me to be yours?
Time really does fly, but when I was with you,
the moments seemed to go on forever. Or too fast.

I remember the day I asked you why me.
You pulled me close as we were lying on the grass and said,

"I could say the usual, cliché things. Like you're beautiful, smart and funny.. But really, I think what pulled me to you was the fact that you asked me first, a long time ago. You asked me, out of everyone else. You must have really cared about me. Then over time, I felt the same towards you. Plus, you are athletic, bold, eager, and driven. I would have asked you out without that, but it was the icing on the cake. A perfect cake."

Then you kissed my nose.

It was just wonderful. I'm grateful to finally be yours.

My best friend Josh is bisexual. I've known for a long time. 
Yesterday, he told my boyfriend, who is really close to Josh, like a brother.
When I asked him what he thought, he said,

"He's my brother. Just because he's bi,
doesn't mean I'm going to think less of him."


And this is why I love him. <3
 


 

Yo!

So my best friend Josh and I want to make some videos for YouTube.

But we're running out of ideas for them. So I need your help. What are some of the popular trend videos people post on You
Tube that we can make a video of?

Like, for example, the
Cinnamon Challenge.

Any more suggestions??

Thanks!

P.S. If you'd like, we will mention your witty name on You
Tube as credit for giving us the idea or recommendation. Love you guys!


 



Yesterday,
him and I were just laying on the grass, staring at the sky,
talking about nothing and everything.
His arms were wrapped around me while my
arm was laid across his chest, hugging each other close.
I had never been warmer.

 





He's finally mine 


On October 21, 2012, we were just texting each other like normal.
When suddenly, he sent that text that usually scares people a little.


"Hey, uh, can I ask you something?"

My heart dropped for a second but I replied with a yes. There was no word from him for a while. I was getting really nervous because I had no idea what he had wanted. Then I finally got a text.

"Will you go out with me?"

I was in shock. I felt as though my heart fell, leapt, and throbbed in my throat all at once. Then I just burst into tears because I was just so happy. So many tears, so much pain and torture of thinking we would never be together, and I finally have him. And I replied with a yes.

The next day at school, I was waiting for him as usual by a door used in emergencies (not really) to get to our next class. I heard him coming up the stairs and then I heard him mutter something like, "Okay, time to do this right." He came into view and said,


"I know I asked you this already yesterday, but I felt so weak that it was in a text. So Gisselle... Will you go out with me?"

Of course, Xavier.



nmf


I want to be more than just your best friend.

 
You know you love him when you don't have to
look for him in a crowded room.

You just look up and he's the first and only person you see.