I am done.
Done trying to impress you all the time, When you NEVER even notice
I'm tired of waking up extra early in the morning to try and look
as good as I possibly can.
Dude, I need my sleep. You can go suck it.
I'm tired of burning my self trying to get my hair to curl
And I hate hiding my face behind make up.
If you don't like the way I look, IDGAF.
I'm seriously tired of you and me insulting eachother.
I'm trying to hide my feelings for you.
You, you're just insulting me for the fun of it.
I may say, "I don't care."
Well, why don't you look me in the eyes to see what I'm really
saying, instead of the lies that crom from my mouth.
I hate when I try to talk to you, nothing ever ends up the way I
imagined it to.
But out of all of this, what I'm trying to say is,
I hate who I've become because of you.
I hate how I always lie.
I hate how I can't get close to anyone,
afraid they won't love me.
But... That ends now.
I will not change for a stupid boy like you.
This is venting. And I don't
need it to look pretty just for you to see. And the same goes for