take your time , and read this.
It is a song i made , cause problems i am going through
and that's why i still smile , even with my head low. and
that's why everyday is like a constant struggle . don't
know how i do it , my mind is so low , but everyone around me
believes that i am powerful. they tell me i can make it , that i
am bright and beautiful. but its hard to listen when my life has
been thrown around by everyone i thought should care. don't
know why i listen , when peoples lies are bare. i try and forget
, about the things that goes on , it isn't easy when you know
you father doesn't care , and your mother has lost herself.
you try and be strong for your family , but i feel like the world
is planted on me. i am one of my own and wish nothing but the
best , even for the people , who have done me wrong. no matter
what people say , i will rise again. tears fail my eyes , while
my heart goes dry. i care for everyone , when no one seems too
care , to care for me. and when i am alone ,i sit and wonder why,
was i a bad person in my other life ? am i paying for other ,
other peoples mistakes ? and i don't know how much , how much
more i can take. i try and fade from this world , i feel like
such a shame.