Imperfect Butterfly *

Status: Writing has always been my outlet; Thank you Witty for giving me a safe platform to share my soul
Joined: March 10, 2010
Last Seen: 2 years
user id: 103286
Gender: F
Some times life gets hard ,
so i come here to get it all out .
Writing things is what i love,

and no one will take that from me .


 


 All the sayings&qoutes on my page.
Are one 100 % mine .





 

Quotes by Imperfect Butterfly *

 Acrostic
 

J-ust always there
U-ntill she disaeppears
S-trong without a dought
T-hough she is powerless inside
I-m Justice and i understand
C-ause even when you cry i'm there
E-nternal love foreveryone , untill the end of everything.


E-ven though i hurt
L-ove can always help me
L-ean on me when you need a friend
I-can be your crutch
O-pen up to me, no one will ever know
T-heir is always time, waiting is the answer
T-hink beyond but not to far , Reailty is the truth.

I talked to my sister today.
I guess we had some things to work out.
I thought it would be easy and i could leave peacefully
but.,tears were shead serprizing some nice words we said.
I wanted to cry because, the feelings were to strong to deal with.

As time goes by , I keep thinking
more and more
about life i'm confused and don't know what to do .
People look at me and they act like i'm nothing.
But, then i think about more and relize
I have other people that love me
NO MATTER WHAT . ... .. . ..



                                         Lazy on all my sayings && Quotes .
                         Cause the only thing that really matter is the words.

There once was a girl,

she acted like she didn't care

               &&but&&

really she had one big fear

           it was life

       the dirty people 

      the hurtful words

she knew what she had to do.

I need advice .

 Alright so , my dad has a girl friend they have been together for about 10 years now
I met her when i first turned 4
She is really nice
but they let her mom and dad move in the house and they have been living together for a long time now
every house they changed they come along.

Her mom is a real nice lady she cooks and watches both my little sisters (I help)
But her dad. 
EW  , don't get me started i always get like weird feelings around him
he looks kinda creepy , he drinks a lot and smokes a lot.
Anyways so i am at there house because for a month of summer vk i stay at my dads
he some times talks dirty but i never made the conection 
and today ,
he had the nerve to call me some names he doesn't even know the meaning of.
yesterday i told my dad and he said tell Carmen she will handle it better then me 
she will kill him , 
I don't think she believes me or maybe she does and just doesn't wanna say nothing


 So should i be like worried and not come here anymore 
And what do you think about my dad
shouldn't he wanna do more ?
I know if something happen to my kids when i m older like this
i would be going to jail for a long time .
And the person would die .
Any who , what should i do ?

 
It all sucks 
I was looking forward to at least a Christmas together
Why did you have to go


All I keep thinking of is times we were together 
How you always said I LOVE YOU

Though's are the times i wont forget
Cause everything you have done
Is good to me .


You never said words to hurt me
never made me feel like crap
All you ever wanted was for me too now people care
Now your gone and i m alone

I need help ,
So please while you gone forever
know i have always cared
Always loveed you
and always will.

You are my forever
the best grandpa ever
life should be entarnal but we all know that well happen NEVER
 
 So now i feel like dying such a crul thing to feel
I just wanna sleep though it all , wishing i didn't have too feel 
And see my family cry .


  But , people say life will be how it has to be & things happen for reasons
          Well tell me what was the reason for this .


All it has done is put me down .



 
Sorry lazy on the colors. 
I feel lost and empty
I keep thinking but i wanna just let go. 
I hate this feeling it needs to  stop
I  will not lie i gave up faith in god ,
I realized, what was the point of beleiving in something you cant see
   But right now i need help , i know he is free
He is feeling no more pain 
But now i am feeling
plenty.





                                                  I had to vent
So it is July,10,2010  
My grandpa just passed away 
I love him and he was always there for me i just want him back.

Do you know the superstiaon (Spelling) 
How if you dream of someones teeth falling out it means death
Okay , well about three days ago i had a dream 
 I was walking around and my bottom tooth just fell out and cracked in to places 
equally down the middle .


Now Three days latter one person has died my beloved grandpa 
So being it cracked in two .  Does that mean another person is going to die ?



                                 (I know to you the colors may look lazy , But blue and red were is Fav. )

This is all to crazy for me ,
My aunt says i m stupid,
My sister thinks i m crazy ,
My family always tells me i will grow up to be nothing.
Well guess what everyone that is your perspective , I know i will grow up to be what
ever i m men t to be and if you think so lowly get out my life, cause truly i don t need any body
that i love to put me down .

 Some people say family is everything 
                         But
In my head ............
                                   Its nothing .















   Lazy on colors , I just had to get it out .


                                                                  (All mine .)
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