Slim Shadys Baby*

Joined: August 30, 2017
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user id: 400214
Location: Somewhere in a zombie apocalypse.

don't ever try to judge me, dude. 
You don't know
what the fúck I've been through
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Quotes by Slim Shadys Baby*

Love is patient, 
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It does not dishonor others,
it is not self-seeking, 
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil 
but rejoices with the truth. 
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres

Corinthians 13:4-8

You’re voice is full of toxins
that spill into words,
words that make me naive
because of the chemicals they expose
when you open your mouth,
They cause me to need you,
to trust you, to love you.
It’s a drug, one that I can’t stop inhaling.
Some days I just wish you would leave me, so that I wouldn’t have to. 
Others, I lay awake at night afraid that you will..
I blamed you. 
I was angry at you. 
I made you the murderer,
and I, your victim. 
But I was wrong,
for all of it. 
I blame myself
and I'm angry at myself
When realized I was the one holding the knife
If this is love,
why are you never there for me?
If this is love,
why do you lie to me?
If this is love,
why do you cheat on me?
If this is love,
why do you hurt me?
If this is love,
why do you constantly have to reassure me?
If this is love,
why don't you show it?
If this was love,
it wouldn't feel like it does. 
I know that in some ways, 
I've disappointed you
And that's why I can't ask you for help anymore. 
You always made me feel stupid, 
you always made me think I could've done better. 
You always told me not to cry,
you said it isn't pretty. 
I know that you're disappointed in me
because I wanted to know who my mother was. 
But just know that, 
I'm disappointed in you, too
For keeping me from finding out. 

How can I say
how  much  you  mean  to  me
withou sounding  so  damn  stupid?
I don't  think  you  understand,

I  love  you  so  much,  it's  so  confusing. 

Don't know what tomorrow brings,
but I'm still hoping
that you are the one for me
oh, and what if I had you?
and what if you had me?
baby, what's the reason we can't fall in love?
I miss your voice in the midst of the night. 
I miss your hand in mine. 
I miss loopy late night giggles. 
I miss skin to skin contact just not being close enough for us. 
I miss relief from the nightmares with you by my side. 
I guess I miss you the most at night. 

My hearts still beating
but it feels like I'm not breathing