Kyle:
1. Loving
2. Caring, most of the
time
3. Hilarious
4. Protective
5. Loveable
6. Assertive
7. Aggressive
8. Amazing
9.Understanding about some stuff
10. Sweet
11. Romantic
12. Inspiring
13. Honest
14. Trusting
15. Hopeful
16. Helpful
17. A good listener
18. Can hide his feelings really good
19. Thinks too much
20. Insecure
Andy:
1. Loving
2. Caring
3. Understanding about pretty much everyhing
4. Loveable
5. Hilarious
6. Sweet
7. I know he cares
8. He tells me everything
9. He's open with me
10. Trusting
11. Inspiring
12. Reassuring
13. Reasonable
14. Doesn't compete
15. Doesn't judge
16. Conisderate
17. Forgiving
18. Thinks things through
19. Amazing
20. Protective
The thing is...they're best friends...and I can't ruin
that, I can't..I'm dating Kyle, like I have been, but I
still don't know what to do...and I could go on and on with
that list for both of them....
~I'm closer with Andy and Andy stared being there for me more
than Kyle was about a month after Kyle and I got together.
Andy and I talk all the time, we hardly fight, we have silly
arguments, we laugh all the time, we can talk about anything at
any time, It's nor weird being on Skype and not saying
anything, he's never let me down even when I deserved it,
he's been a really good best friend about being there when
Kyle and I were having a lot of problems, I don't have to
guess that he cares; I just know he does, I spend most of my time
talking to him, but that's probably because he has a phone..
He's never lied to me and gets along with my dad really good;
they talk on Skype when he and I Skype.
~Kyle...We got super close from the day we started talking,
we've talked every day since then, take a few away, but
still, that's a lot. On Christmas last year, he stayed up
with me until 5am dealing with drama, he used to understand
everything, I was able to tell him anything without him getting
mad and I could be myself. He makesme laugh all the time, even if
I'm mad at him. He's a really sweet guy, but I never know
when or if he cares, but that's probably from some things he
said when we were fighting..He's never lied to me and when we
laugh, we laugh hard, even if it's over something stupid. He
gets along with my dad perfectly and has the same sense of humor
as him, so that makes it a lot better. We've been distant
lately and it's killing me..
- I love them both with my entire heart and I can't picture
my life without either of them. I'm not going to pick between
them, and if they were or are jeaous of each other then I told
them they need to get over it because if they can't, then
that's their problem. I'm not dropping one for the
other..My heart is confused and I don't wanna ruin their
friendship or hurt one of them. Andy knows Kyle is the boulder
between us, but Kyle and I have been a lot closer for a lot
longer. I don't wanna screw anything up and I've been
sitting here, pushing everything away and not talking about it
because I don't wanna realize what I need to ...I just
don't know what to say or think or do. I don't usually
ask for help, but this is something I need thought out opinions
on..So please, give me your opinions...Thank you