Karen_Khaos

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Me and my boyfriend have a complicated relationship, where our parents can't know.

Last night i was sitting in my room, listening to music. I hear something hit my wall, i stop what im doing. I hear something else hit my wall again.


... 



I look outside and my boyfriends standing there, after a week of not seeing him.
<3 
Adorable? Yes.

Happy birthday to me,
Happpy birthday to me :D 

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7 Days of Confessions.

Day 1: Write about 1 of your past crushes
Day 2: Write about 7 of your fears
Day 3: Write 3 People you completely trust
Day 4: Write what made you laugh most
Day 5: Write about what changed your life.
Day 6: Write what you would want to change about yourself.
Day 7: Write about what you see in yourself.

That Awkward moment when;

-You and your boyfriend are standing in the hallway and your teachers walks by and goes "Awwh, what a cute couple."




lmfao*

It's been 6 years, mommy, since i'v seen you. 
It's been 6 years since i'v heard your voice. 
Since i'v heard you laugh.
I was 6, turning 7 when i lost you. 
I love you, mommy. No matter what. I miss you more than anyone could imagine. 
I grew up raising myself, wondering what it'd be like if you were still here...
Would i be the same? Would we still live in this shithole town?
Would i have an amazing life? or would we be poor and have a terrible one?
These questions run through my head everyday. 
I'm often told that im one of the strongest people in the family. No one has seen me cry over your death. But trust me, i do. I cry, not often, but when i do. I cry and cry and cry.
Theres not one second i dont think of you....

Daddys good, he got married though. Shes really nice. Her names Janice. Shes really short nd blonde...but even though he married her, he still loves you mommy. I know it.

Enough bout me;; how are you mommy? What's it like up there? How aunty? and Grammy? 
I hope you guys are good.


i love you& miss you. We all do 


<3

Yesterday i got a call;
Grandma: "Karen, you need to come home. You're dad called and said there was a family emergency."
those words are what made me panic...my dad's side of the family has always had drinking and depression problems and fighting. Cops are called all the time to the house where 2 of my uncles live with my grandma....
But this time the cops being called couldnt have stopped it.....
I get on a bus and go home.
When i get to my dads, everyones there...Everyone besides uncle john....


"Karen....
You know uncle john was upset and wasnt happy with the way his life was going........
*long pause* 
...He commited suicide...."


I guess this is what happened, or atleast what i was told.

He tried calling my stepmom/dad but they didnt answer because he had a new phone number...
He was probably looking for help but since he couldnt get it...he hung himself..
in the morning my vova was looking for him, my uncle went to check the shed, because thats where he goes to get away from people, or to smoke...
my uncle walked into the shed, to find him hanging from the rafters......








Suicide isn't the right choice. 
but you felt it was best;

I hope you are happy with you're choice, Uncle John...

You are loved and missed. 
R.I.P</3



-vent.

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We have the most odd conversations ever,

we joke around with each other.

I call you a loser,

you call me an ugly egg.

We are mean to each other,

We wrestle each other,

We talk about the most irrelevent, unimportant stuff,

I tell you EVERYTHING. <3





YUP, your my [[boyfriend]]<3