is it really worth hurting myself
because of him, hes put me through so much pain phiscally and
mentally. Yeah I still love him and yeah I still want to be with
him, but he doesnt want me. I know ive made mistakes in the past,
but I grew up ive changed, if only he could see that but he doesnt
even talk to me anymore. He doesnt want me back and I know it and
so does he but I should really move on since i cant take this pain
anymore.