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Witty's Like A Daytime Thing..

But I'm Nocturnal. {❤}

He will be the death of me, I have fallen far more than intended, and I won't get back up. As I approach his birthday, & 2 year {death} anniversary, its happening all over again. I can't handle it and I'm loosing myself, slowly but surely. My hands can not bare to reach for help, but they will soon touch what I have worked so hard against..

&today Brittany Mullins talked to me on Instagram. ❤

Life is Complete. ✌

*scrolling through my facebook news feed*

Screw this sh**, who needs a social life when you have Witty ??

had stomach flu for 2 days & lost 5 pounds.. Can i have the stomach flu for about 10 more days ???

You can't start your challenge before you know what your goal is. ❤

words may hurt, but not as much as the feeling of not being comfortable in your own skin...

The moment when things suddenly become okay. [❤]

"That little kiss you stole
It held my heart and soul
And like a deer in the headlights I meet my fate
Don't try to fight the storm
You'll tumble overboard
Tides will bring me back to you

And on my deathbed, all I'll see is you
The life may leave my lungs
But my heart will stay with you"

~Deathbeds
Bring Me The Horizon

[❤] [❤] [❤]

✌

I know I haven't been keeping up with this lately & I apologize..

So about 3 years ago I met this guy.. He was the most amazing person I had ever met, he was adorable & just the sweetest thing. I quickly grew attatched. I absolutely LOVED talking to him, it was just so easy, he always made me smile & feel special. As time went on we grew closer and closer & I loved him more than ever. He was mine and I wasn't gonna let anyone ruin that for me. ❤ But some things happened and we had quite a while apart.. but eventually he was mine again.. Sure we took some time apart here and there but somehow always ended up back together.. I did some really horrible things to him but he always forgave me.. Well things are different this time.. He really is slipping away from me & I'm not ready to accept that. I've grown too close to let go.