You see me from the outside But you don't judge me from the inside.
I'm in love.
Quotes by Kizzie29
To all the
Who think you're only depressed if you cut, starve
yourself or kill yourself, you're wrong. Depression is an
illness. It's something you can't even see for yourself
to start with. It's like watching everyone around you living
their life while you struggle through every day wondering if
you'll end up crying. It's like going to sleep at night
and hoping with all your heart that when you wake up, things will
be a little bit better than the day before.
As soon as you open your eyes in the morning and you see
everything is just as painful as it ever has been, and that
heartache in your chest is still there, it's like the day
just isn't worth living. You just want to stay in bed, you
don't want to get up and get dressed because you know, you
can wear nice clothes and put on your makeup and do your hair,
but you'll feel like sh/t inside, like you always do.
It's like you don't enjoy doing anything anymore apart
from sleeping. You lose your temper because you're so tired
of being trapped in your body, a body that's always forcing
you to believe that you can't do it anymore.
depression. You don't need to cut yourself or
kill yourself to be depresed. I should know.
Do you ever
have those days...
Where running away
seems like the only way to get away from the pain and the
heartbreak? When you have those moments where you just want to
curl up in a ball and cry. You push people away and tell them
you don't need them when the only thing you want is for
them to put their arm around you and tell you it's going to
be okay in the end. It's like your heart is crying but you
know you can't show people that you're weak, that
you're hurt, so you keep it together until you're back
in your room and you just cry, and you keep crying until you
feel like there's no more tears left. Those morning when
you wake up and you just don't know what to get out of bed
for. You look around and all you see, all you feel, is your
pain. You wake up from the sleep, the only thing that
took you away from everything, and now you're back in
the real world.
It's hard isn't it?