thank you so much I just feel like I want to leave my friends and evrything and just start over as much as I would miss them I mean I want a fresh start
Honestly i've never been happy. Ever since my mom die a huge chunk of me is gone. I go to school everyday with a smile on my face when in reality thats what I want to actually feel. But I go to school where people judge other people. I dont want that and when I come home my dad yells at me constantly and calls me names. Names you don't call your daughter. I get that enough of that at school. I vent by joking about everything so people think I'm okay. But to be honest I'm broken more then words can describe. i can honestly say I cant wait to leave my house, my family, everyone, and as much as I want to say I'll visit. I don't think I will. I just want a fresh start is that wrong? Honestly is it wrong that I might just want to leave everything I have behind?
-kaila