I jumped in the cab soaking in the
midnight rain. All I could think of was how could he do that to
me. 36th and Jude Street now, I said. I know it would be atleast
five minutes till we even moved, traffic was at a standstill. I
looked out the window and he was there dripping from tears and
rain together. He slammed on my window so many times I thought it
would crack. Get out I need to talk to you he said. The car
started moving. Stop, I shrieked. crawled across the seats and
got out of the other side of the cab. Where are you going, he
screamed as he began to run after me. I ran under the awning of
the apparetment building. I just want to love you forever he said
and kissed me. I pushed him away and said dont you ever leave me,
say it, say your never going to leave me say your never going to
look at another girl say it!
will you marry me? Danielle?
I stood there crying
Danielle?Danielle?
Danielle?
I was shaking I started to nod my
head when...
Danielle get up its time
for
school!
Up
until this week, I had never felt love before.
I don't mean the mushy kind when you "love" someone
you just meant.
I mean the kind where someone acts before they think to make you
feel special.
The kind where someone sacrifices there sanity for a moment and
does something worth remembering.
The kind where someone involuntarily embaresses themself so you
feel better.
The kind where they may not even know what they are doing.
The kind that makes you forget who you're trying to be and
act who you are.
The kind I have been searching for my whole life.
The moment I realized what all these things meant, he did not. He
did not understand what he was doing, but I did. And that makes
all difference.