I have trust issues,
I push people away - way too much,
I hate boys,
I wish school wasn’t such a competition,
I have a list of people I wish could still be in my life,
I have A LOT of regrets,
I`m not the Prettiestgirl out there,
I say “I’m fine” like its nothing,
I never cry;& when I do- I can’t stop,
There is only 1 person that knows me better than I know myself,
Love; is the dumbest word in the English speaking language,
I have a Fear of rejection,
I LIE way too much,
& I smile so I don’t have to explain why I’m PrEteNdIng.
I’m NOT perfect- and I’m still discovering [who I am],
So don’t act like you know me, ----if I don’t even know myself.