Before
you date
me you
need
to understand
that I'm
damaged.
I get
triggered
easily.
I have
struggled
with
things.
I continue
to struggle
with
things
There
are nights
when I'm
curled
up on
a ball
on the
floor
and I
won't
talk
to anyone.
I'll
shut you
out.
I'm not
going
to be
able to
trust
you for
a while,
because
everyone
has
always
left,
cheated,
or chosen
someone
else.
I will
need
reassurance.
I will
need you.
I will
need you
to keep
choosing
me. I'll
need
you to
care when
I text
you saying
I'm getting
bad again.
I'm a
lot,
I know
this.
So before you think I'm always happy, that I'll always be
positive, that i will always be smiling just know the reality
before you get involved. Don't enter my life if you can't
handle it. Lastly, don't you dare touch my heart if you
aren't ready for that.