LOVEfuckIt

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Joined: June 7, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 180973
My name is Casey, I'm 14 years old. I have 5 best friends, Skyler, Elana, Taylor, Rebecca, and Paige. I have an older sister who I don't see much, but we're really close. Same with my little brother, he's the strongest person I know. I love my family and my life, but it's hard. Especially since I'm constintly alone. I'm not "popular" but to be honest I don't really care. I have enough friends and they may not all be as "cool" as yours, but they're true friends and thats all I need. I've made a lot of mistakes and I'm judge by a lotof people for them, but I don't really care, I had fun;) 
Good Things
Ice cream, Yellow, cows, One Direction, Zyan Mallick, Big Time Rush, Carlos, Summer, Boyzz, friends, laughs, john mayer, good memories, Great music, concerts, shorts, shopping, Ryan Gossling, The Notebook, Mac Miller, dancing in the rain, water slides, orange juice, Dunkin Donuts, British Accents, Channing Tatum, Skrillex, presents, volleyball, uggs, northfaces, soft things, happiness, adventures, his smile♥

Quotes by LOVEfuckIt

And for the first time
I felt special

But you promised that it would stay the same
you promised I wouldn't lose you again.,
and now everythings different
and you're no wheres to be found

I spend most of my days and nights alone
and the nights when I am all alone,
physically and mentally,
You call
and I don't feel so alone.

And as much as it hurts,
please believe me when I say,
I'm happy for you.

"whats wrong?"

what I want to say:
I have all these words stuck in my heart, so many things I wish I could find the courage to say to you and I just cant. And when you finally call me at night, I try to give you hints, I put my heart on my sleeve and every day you ignore it. And every time you mention another girl, I can feel myself breaking and last night...last night I shattered. Everything you want with her, I want with you. And I can't stand the fact you don't realize that everything she could give you, I could give you and more. Whats wrong? I will always just be your friend and you will always be my everything. We want different things and I just can't bring myself to accept that.

What I do say:
Nothing. I'm just tired.

 

No one else can make me feel you do

maybe thats why I'm so scared to lose you
 

We talked on the phone until 2 in the morning
I couldn't imagine a better way to spend my night

I will never be able to "just be friends" with you
so maybe we're better off being nothing at all

 

 

I think I'm falling for you, I know this is random and probably sounds crazy but I just want you to know that I think I'm in love you. Every night you call me, and I lay in bed and we talk about everything, and my favorite part about our conversations is simply just listening to your voice, I know it's kinda weird but I'm in love with your voice, well I'm in love with everything about you...Your smile, your laugh, your eyes, your jew fro, the way you never shut up, even when I'm trying to talk to you, and we fight, a lot, I know. but I love that too, how everythings not perfect all the time, sometimes we go days without talking but we both know we can't stay mad at eachother. I know I'm just your friend, and I'm okay with that, but just so you know, I will forever always want, crave, to be more then that. Every night when we go to bed and we say "goodbye, I love you" I mean it, I mean it with all of my heart. Please, please just tell me you feel the same way, because I might just fall apart if you don't, I mean you probably don't, I probably just mis-read all of the signs and I love you's and those deep conversations., Anyways, I just need you to know, I love you.
I just wish I could send it
 

I get a text from you and my whole face lights up,

you call me every night and we talk, about everything, for hours

and even when we run out of things to talk about I stay on the phone

just because I love the sound of your voice

I tell you about how my day was horrible

and I tell you about my guy problems

and you tell me I deserve better
and you're the only person who makes me feel special
who makes me feel good enough,
when I spend my whole day hearing Im not
And you remember everything.
about me, and us and our conversations,
things hate, things I love, what annoys me, my biggest insecurities.
I just absolutely love talking to you

But then I remember
I always just be your best friend

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