LOVEtheLOST

my insecurities, ruin my life .

FAVORITE.. 



if you think I should tell the boy I

LOVE,

how I feel .

 

( If I get atleast 11 FAV's I will. )

I NEED 6 MORE !

Please guys, I need the encouragement. <3

FAVORITE.. 
if you think I should tell the boy I LOVE, how I feel .

( If I get atleast 11 FAV's I will. )

FAVORITE..
if you think I should tell the boy I LOVE, how I feel .

( If I get atleast 11 FAV's I will. )

If your wondering what I mean, go to my profile & look for the
DEAR " Ex- LOVER " letter..
k thanks.
I really need some encouragment. 
<3 

• click to see this quote •

Dear Ex,

It all happened so fast. But it's a fading memory. I'm ready to be friends. However, I know I really hurt you. Your not as willing. I thought it'd be easy. Because we were friends before, but I guess it really was deeper for you. I guess I really did mean something so much more to you. I don't get it. It's gonna eat me alive, that I did the completely wrong thing. It still is, right now. Every night. I think about how much I messed up so many friendships. OUR friendship. & You just keep trying. & I'm hurting you more by talking to you. While I'm " leading " another boy on. It's messed up. Sometimes I can't deal with the pressure. Knowing for once, I did completely the WRONG thing. I know this should affect me more. I'm sorry it doesn't. Highschool is just one messed up geometry puzzle of LOVE. I'm sorry, I'm sorry you think I'm so great. When in reality I'm so messed up. I'm more so saving you, than myself.

-Forgive me. 

Dear HER,

I never expected it to be you. We were friends, you know. Pretty close, before this school year. When I stepped into highschool, everything changed. WHY? I see it now. I understand it now. I understand why you sat next to me at lunch staring at me. I didn't understand at the moment, I'm glad I didn't. But I do now. I can't hate you, I'm MAD. But I can't. It's not in me. I understand love. I understand that you can't really control who you fall for. But why him? Why after YOU KNEW how I felt about him, & still feel. But I can't blame you, I mean I was in relationship when this all occured. Honestly, all I have to blame.. is myself. But, even if partly it kills me to think about it. I hope he makes you happy. More importantly, I hope YOU make him happy. I know he'll treat you right. Your a VERY lucky girl. If he really does feel how you say he does, keep him. <3 Don't ever hurt him. For ME.

-It all happened so fast.