LalalaBella

Your first love isn't always the first person you kiss, or the first person you date.
Your first love is the person you will always compare everyone too.
The person you will never truly get over, even when you've convinced yourself you've moved on.

The good girls fall easily for the bad boys,
because those boys know
that the good girls are naive and innocent.
So it's easy for them to manipulate you
into thinking that they truly love you.
In the end they just take advantage of you
and break your heart into pieces
and you'll never be the same again.

My back against the wall, there's nowhere else to go
I can't hear you calling, who's gonna catch me when I fall?
Catch me when I fall?
And I'm forever falling
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?

Trying to find myself
I don't know where to go from here
Losing my strength
So save me again

I Start To Forget You,
and then someone says your name or something smells like you or someone has your smile and I lose the progress I made.

I drink to remember, I smoke to forget
Some things to be proud of some stuff to regret

I've seen it all
I've seen it all now
I've seen it all,
I've seen it all now I swear to god
I've seen it all nothing shocks me anymore after tonight
I've seen the light but not the kind I would have liked

You go home.
You look in the mirror.
You cry.
You think you are ugly.
You think you are fat.
You want to die.
And the worst thing is,
It happens all over again
Until the day you give up.

Friend: okay dude, I gotta go get naked and rub myself...with water
Me: That was the weirdest way you could've told be you were taking a shower
Friend: I know. Peace b/tch!