LatifahLynay2989

 [[06/17/08]]    [[08/07/05]]     ^{I Love yOu Baby}    [[06/17/08]]   [[08/07/05]] 

I w a n t to be your best HELLO and your   h   a  r  d  e  s  t GOODBYE

MOVING ON
         By
      Latifah Lyney

It’s been months and maybe I should move on
But I still can’t deal with the fact that you’re gone.
We were once happy or maybe it was just me
Always smiling and never wanting to flee.
I remember that one particular starry, windy night
I had said those three words and everything felt so right.
My heart ached and I swear I couldn’t see
Because my dream came true and you said it back to me.
But that’s just a memory that I wish I could erase
But when I try I just crawl back in my little space.
I don’t think I could ever regret loving you
Because in my heart I’ll always know that we were true.
You used to be my best friend, my lover and partner
But now when I see you, you’ve become a stranger.
It saddens me that we’ve grown so far apart
Just a few months ago you were my heart.
I know that I’ve never really opened up to you before
But I owe you this much and now I’m opening my door.
I know it’s to late and your far far gone
But my shoulder will be here for you to rest upon.


Moving on is hard to do but we all have to someday<3

& Hearing your voice was all i needed to hear to know that life was going to be okay. Your worth it. You're worth every single tear that i shed when i thought of losing you. Your worth everything. When i close my eyes, my love for you becomes unbearable. It overwhelms me with emotions that i cant all keep inside. So when i smile its because your the light of my day, when i cry its because i'm so grateful that your in my life, and when i'm scared its because the thought of not having you in my life makes me feel like a part of me is missing. Your my heart.Your what i need to survive. Your my weakness. Your my life. Your my everything. I love you. &&
Always and Forever .:&Angel&:.

♥ Friendship/Love poem ♥
&& The first day of her life was the say she met him. That was the first day she appreciated life. He was amazing. He was the only one that managed to make her smile when other people failed. Life wasn’t easy for her. She had to wake up everyday knowing that she wasn’t happy. She walked down the hallway with a fake smile. People surrounded her but yet she felt lonely. Every night she would wish upon a star and every wish was the same. She needed someone to make her feel worthwhile. When that wish came true, her life changed forever. Everyday before it never counted. She fell head over heels for him but they was one catch. They couldn’t be together. He was her best friend, not her lover. He was always there for her no matter what. He never put her down. He always made her happy. She’ll always love him. She’ll never let go. &&

One day he entered her life and the next he was gone. That was the day she realized that her life could change in less than two seconds. That was also the day she closed her heart. She shielded it from love. She was scared of the pain. The pain of a broken heart.

I don’t want just any guy. I want a guy that calls me just to day I love you. I want a guy to look me in the eyes and make me feel secure. I want him to trust me and be able to tell me everything. I want him to know that no matter what happens, I’ll always be there for him. I want to be able to give him my heart and not regret it. He may not be the perfect guy, but in my eyes his more then perfect. He’s everything that I ever wanted. I’ll love him with my whole heart. I’ll give him my life. I don’t want just any guy. I want you.

Loving him was one of the hardest things she had to do. She loved him so much that she hurt deep inside. He was everything that she ever wanted, that’s what scared her. She was afraid of getting deep into a relationship and regretting it. She was afraid of getting hurt. She was afraid of giving him everything and not getting anything in return. She just hoped that he wasn’t like him. He made her fall for him hard but didn’t catch her. He stepped on her. He broke her heart. He made her lose faith in love. He made her think there was something wrong with her. She didn’t understand why she kept getting hurt. He made her wonder why she always picked the wrong guys. Love is not an easy thing. It can either be amazing or painful.

....It hurts knowing that were not together. I mean i love being your friend but i want more than that. I want to be with you but i cant. I want our friendship to last. Friends last longer than lovers. I want that with us. Your an amazing person. Your more than i ever wanted. Your perfect in my eyes. Everything you do seem to make me happy. I want you to know that my love for you will never end. When the world brings me down, you manage to bring me up. Your a big part of my life and i want it to stay that way. Sometimes i cry when i think of you. I cry because i'm grateful to have such a wonderful person in my life. Your my heart, your what i need to survive. I'm afraid of losing you. I'm afraid that one day your going to find someone way better but if your happier that way then i'll be happy for you. I love you more than the earth can hold. Do me a favor and never let go. ...

&& Reality sunk in the day he stopped talking to her completely. He would ignore her calls, and wouldn’t respond to her emails. She thought that she had lost everything. She lost her ability to think and love. She forgot how to smile. She didn’t have a life without him. After everything he put her through her heart sadly still belonged to him. She wanted to be happy again, but most importantly she needed her life back. She wanted to smile for no reason. She wanted to look forward to another day. She never got anything back. She will someday though. She realized that when you love someone, the pain doesn’t go away. You just learn to block it out. That person will always have a special place in your heart. Love is one of the things that can walk in and out of your life changing it forever. Love is a feeling that you’ll be able to live without until it hits you. Then you forget how your life was like before and wonder how you ever lived without it. Love is something special. Everyone wants to love and be loved. &&