LaurenRebecca

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Joined: September 23, 2009
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Miss Lauren Rebecca Robin Spanks Hatfield Stringwell

My Squishy
Noughts and Crosses
One Tree Hill
The Goonies

08.11.09

Wall-E
Bowling For Soup
Giraffes
P!nk
Avril Lavigne
Bats
Busted

I'm not afraid of anything but those I love getting hurt.



Dreams and ambitions

•Get kissed in the rain
Achieved with the help of my boyfriend
•Never be fake
Get kissed under mistletoe
Get given a rose
Achieved with the help of my boyfriend
Get given my favourite flowers (Daisies/Sunflowers)
•Go Skydiving
Get kissed in the snow
Achieved with the help of my boyfriend
•Go bungee jumping
•Never lose my best friend, Batman Not achieved...I lost him
•Get the best possible grades for me in my GCSEs
Not Achieved...I tried my hardest but I know I could have done better
•And then A-Levels
•Go to University
•Never give up Not achieved...I gave up
•Overcome my fears
Just about done
•Make lots of good memories In progress

New year Resolutions

♦Make a new friend
Make friends with those I've lost
Stop being a bitch
Kinda failed at this one
Show my boyfriend I love him Might be doing ok on this one
Talk to my Mum more
Learn to drive


Jockers

Regrettinguy2014
Jocked  1331513


Status: 
Still a bit hurt

Quotes by LaurenRebecca

They say boys aren't work crying over. Well what if you're in love with him, crazy madly in love with him, and he implied you'd been ignoring him and tried to break up with him when you did nothing of the sort. What about then? To be honest I don't care because it's too late now. I'm already crying and have been since I got off the bus. To make it worse I got home to find a letter from the place I ordered his flowers for Valentine's Day from. It made me hurt so bad to think he thinks so little of me now and a month ago he was adoring the flowers I'd got him and adoring me.

Everything is not ok.
You're stood at the edge of the road, waiting to cross.
Have you ever thought of stepping out in front of the oncoming car?
You might of thought of it once or twice.
Every time I cross the road I think 'What if I just stepped out right now?'
The only thing stopping me is the thought that the person driving the car would feel guilty and that they wouldn't be able to live with the fact they'd just killed someone.
That's the only thing stopping me.
 
Dear gorgeous, caring, always making me smile, funny guy,



I love you.
Sincerely,
Clumsy, unattractive, crazy, shy me.

 

Things you should know about girls:
We get jealous easily
We are not your 'chick' or your 'bird'
Sometimes we love it when you're strong but we also like it when you're a little vulnerable every now and again
Sometimes we want to be alone but we really just need you to hug us and don't say anything
•We like it when men make the first move
•Sexual gain with us is not to be discussed with your 'buddies'
•If you're going to cheat...Don't bother just leave us If you're going to cheat, don't bo

•We often feel we're not good enough for you, if we are, reassure us
•Don't put down other girls in front of us. We'll get scared we're going to be that girl one day


 

Feel free to send me a message or comment with another one and I'll add it :)
 


I'm waiting for the day;
when I feel good enough for him. 

 

I believe in abstinence.
A girl at my college asked me if I was religious as seen as I was waiting.
How could I tell her that I was sexual abused as a child and the thought of it scares me?
My boyfriend knows and as I lied about why I was waiting, he gave me a reassuring smile.
He was there when I needed him most.
His love gives me hope.





Tried adding it to lgmh but it was too long :(
Let's face it...I'll never be good enough.

I'm scared of the day I'll lose you.

You see me as beautiful in a world that sees me as ugly ♥