LauzHeys

Status: Had such an amazing day today :3
Joined: July 6, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: November 10
user id: 191174
Location: England
Gender: F

|17 | Single | In love with music | Awkward |Bisexual :3


 I don't really use this much anymore, I'm getting old for the website.

My name is Hannah, I used to call myself Lauren because I didn't want people to know my real name.
I love Anime and kpop and anything foreign.
I'm studying media and film at college and I'm planning to be a radio presenter and a voice actor in the future.

 
You're all beautiful (:

Quotes by LauzHeys

you know the unfollow button on my blog is actually a trap it gives you viruses and all of your login details to a hacker dont click it.
So I was on youtube and someone commented saying that the band is really bad and I said that I respect their opinion but she shouldn't be saying that as it's a fact because it's an opinion so now we have this huge youtube battle and now she has said that I sent her a threatening PM and I just can't believe she'd stoop so low. I haven't but I feel really bad as someone is making lies about me.

I started paying my boyfriend's phone bill 6 months ago

      He also died 6 months ago.

I call him every night to hear his voice on his voicemail.
I don't want to forget how comforting his voice sounded.

 
For the directioners!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?annotation_id=annotation_284008&feature=iv&src_vid=R-WofJ3NjrI&v=wQXIV9BRg6w
My As level exam for film studies is tomorrow..
I'm petrified
Wanna see me being really awkward with no make up on?

http://xblowpopsx.tumblr.com/post/40429711554/joanshepard-someactorkid-nerdycouture

I'm the picture at the bottom


Also if you have tumblr, follow me! I always follow back :D
Scroll past if you don't want to see a girl

pouring her heart out.



I honestly don't know where to begin, everything is wrong.
Everything.

Firstly how we're made to feel in a negative view
We get told we have to lose weight to be pretty but then we're told that we're perfect in every way... But then back to being skinny.
People are suffering from anorexia and people are trying to be anorexic. Yes, you read that right. It's called "Pro Anorexia". I went onto one of these websites a few years ago when I was going through a low point in my life and wanted to be skinny and when I got online it had lots of comments of girls saying "I starved myself today :D" That is sick but not as much as when I was on tumblr and someone blogged a picture saying "Eating isn't Chanel" Now that picture made me sick to my stomach. I messaged the girls saying how stupid it was, telling her how fragile the world is and how she could have made a girl starve today.
And talking about weight.. I think it's stupid how being a little over weight is a problem for vanity. I personally think that a bigger girl is more attractive.

You are beautiful, I know you are.

I hate how it's wrong to be an individual nowadays. We're made to conform and be like everyone else. Well you know what? NO. I will not be like everyone else, I do not want to look the same and I will not EVER judge someone because they're different. 
In 1985 an influential film called 'The Breakfast Club' was made in America where the outcast was changed dramatically into the complete opposite as she looked, this film had most of the others changing to fit in with everyone else.
Now if you look in 2007 a film called 'Juno' was made. This had the main character being different and enjoying the fact she's an individual.
This is suggesting that people are realising the fact that being an individual is better.. however not everyone knows it.
I love the fact that people are different, weird and awkward. It makes us human. If you want to laugh until your stomach hurts at the most simple things then you go do it. Don't let anyone tell you that you can't do it.

I hate how people think that having disabilities makes the person avoidable.
I suffer from Autism, ADHD, Cerebal Palsy and other things.. I act differently because unfortunatly that's what my disabilities make me do.
But it doesn't mean I don't feel hurt from the comments people say. I'm human.


I suffer from depression too, people seem to think that it's just feeling sad for a few days. No, you do not understand at all. 
It affects people in different ways but for me; 
Sometimes I can't talk, I can be in a conversation and although I could be able to talk... I just can't. Sometimes I don't have the energy to do the simplist tasks like shower or brush my teeth. 
Right now, I feel suicidle everyday and I don't see a future for me.
I can smile and laugh but there's always something which makes me feel bad in the back of my head.
So please, never think just because you're unhappy for an hour.. that you have depression.. you have no idea what it's like.

I hate how homosxxuality (had to spell it differently so people won't abuse this quote) is hated on for some people but I honestly respect your descision.
I'm interested in girls and guys. But that doesn't mean I should lose my human rights. It's called Human rights for a reason.
If you don't think that gay people should get married then fine, that's your opinion. But just don't push it in my face and I won't push my opninion in your face too.

Which brings me to my final point on religion.
People get abused just for believing in their religion or just for not having one at all.
I am agnostic which means I don't know if I believe in God or not.
I don't care what religion you have or if you have one at all.
I don't care what sxxuality you have.
I don't care how much you weigh.
I don't care how you look.

If you respect me then I will respect you.
 
It scares me when I see girls over obsessing over band member.
I hate it when she girl spends her life saying she'll marry him..
He doesn't know she exists and she haunts herself with that thought.
I hate it when she can't see past it and every conversation is about the band.

I don't know why but it just makes me feel sad.
My teaching assistant

on Canada




"Isn't Canada full of Moose

and snow?"


"It's so different, when we go

clubbing we go to a night

club, when they go

clubbing.. they club a seal"

 
I was just asked to explain what depression is and how it affects me.

I couldn't explain it without crying
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