This is a lovely message left to me from a friend :)
Ahaha, I don't even know why I'm writing this shit, but I guess I miss ya, I've been through a lot of bullshit through life or here, made friends, left friends, being ditched by people, good things, bad things, but hey, this site is full of drama, I don't regret nothin, but I ain't proud of a lot of stuff either. One thing I can say I'm proud off is being your friend though, you've stuck with me like glue, while I was sort of a dumb ass drifting away from you slowly throughout the 1 or 2 years. I don't even know if I could ask for a better friend than you, I mean c'mon, you're an outstanding person in everyway, and don't give me any bullshit trying to say you're not, cause you really are. I sorta lost I guess what I should call my two "best friends" lately , they're not really shit to me anymore though, I don't get it though...how have I lost all them, but not you, idk why I'm thinking like this, but it' suprising. I can't even remember one time being annoyed, upset, mad, jealous or anything at you...everything that's come from our friendship has been positive. I'd even go as far as to say, you've made me a bigger and better person, I mean this literally now, there are only a few things I cherish in life and will hold onto even if my damn life depends on it, My smile, motivation,the few friends who will actually have my back, who I am and our friendship, Sorry for all the bad shit I've done to you, but thank you at the same timeIf we ever stop talking which I hope never happens, in the future I'd prolly remember you as a life changing friend, all round beautiful person, someone who never failed to make me smile, and someone who took a bit of my heart which I'm not going to be able to take back.
I heart you dearly my friend :) ♥
DO YOU EVER
JUST WANT TO CALL ME AT 2 A.M.
DO YOU EVER
JUST WANT TO GIVE ME A HUG
& NEVER LET GO?
DO YOU EVER
JUST WANT TO LEAN IN & KISS ME?
DO YOU EVER
JUST WANT TO GO UP TO ME
& TELL ME HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME?
DO YOU EVER
STARE OUT YOUR WINDOW
& THINK ABOUT ME?
DO YOU EVER
JUST FEEL LIKE YOU WANT TO BE WITH ME
FOREVER?
DO YOU EVER
KIST WANT TO GRAB MY HAND
& NEVER LET GO?
I
DO..