I'm Xena. I haven't been on Witty in about 6 months. It feels good to be back on. Since I've gone, a lot has changed. I've had a birthday, started school, & fell for another guy. In between all of that, I hit reality. I'm a freshman at Lakeville South. I don't have a best friend. But the girl I feel most comfortable around is Julia Peterson. You've been there for me since I was in the 3rd grade & yes, just like every other teenage girl, we had our moments.. But right now, until this very day, you mean the world to me. I'm in love with a boy named Cody. I never thought I would. To me, he was some kid I never wanted to be around, talk to, or ever get involved with. But I guess you fall for the ones that hurt you, right?
"As you tell me goodbye, I see that look in your eyes, I never wanted you to break down. I know exactly how I hurt you, there's nothing left but the truth. I know there's so much more.. Isn't that worth fighting for?"
We have the world's longest story, I swear. I miss you. I love you. & there's not a moment that I look back & regret a word I said to you, or a second I spent with you. I meant everything I said, & I'll never forget the way you looked at me, or the way my heart dropped when you stood there with your arms open. You made me feel alive, being with me every moment possible, & making sure I was always smiling. It hurts to see you in that truck of yours, with her in that passanger seat. Everything I do, reminds me of you. & the last time we kissed, I could feel my throat start to collapse as I realized, that this would be the last time I got to call you mine.