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I Made It, 16 Years.

You guys probably dont even care. Im not gonna make this a fancy quote. I just really want to let it out. When I was born I wasnt even breathing. For at least 20 minutes. Probably less I dont know. My mom didnt get to see me until later. It was a miracle, I could have died. 2 years later I was at McDonalds. I was playing in the play area, and my body shut down. I could barely breathe. I was rushed to the hospital. The doctors hooked me up to the breathing machines, nothing was working. I was dying in front of my mom. My whole family was there but my mom made my dad take everyone home. Another miracle happened and I responded to the treatments. I survived death once again. Well Monday, I started having trouble breathing. My mom thought it was my asthma. I went to the doctor Wednesday cause it kept getting worse. My doctor did all these test and he couldnt find the problem. But because I was having trouble breathing my heart rate was really high so he gave me a breathing treatment. That pulled it down. I got a blood test and they found nothing. I got an xray and they found nothing. I am still having a little issue with breathing. I made it almost 16 years of my life. And my body is slowly shutting down I can feel it. Im tired all the time. I keep getting sick.  My breathing is messing up. Maybe 16 is where I end? I dont know. Thats just how I feel.

Hi, Im Cassidy. I used to come on here everyday. Then it turned into every once in a while and now its every other time I get bored. My life isnt any better than it was before. I just needed somewhere to vent. A place where my parents didnt go, friends didnt go and somewhere that people could relate to me. But I guess it doesnt really exist anymore. All the friends I made on here are leaving. Im leaving too. Ill be on everytime something horrible happens and I need to vent. I just think I need to be alone and worry about my self and stop trying to worry about other peoples issues. I have my own. Im sorry to all the people who talk to me. Im going. Bye.

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