Letters2Romeo_xoxo

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his eyes:
they remind me of the sea during a storm.
bringing a sense of danger and confusion.

but they sparkle like the sun. 
bringing a sense of happiness.

i never realized how much eyes can say,
until i looked into his.

Day the last.

Dear Romeo,
this is my last letter to you. I cannot keep setting myself up for disappointment and hurt. I thought you would come around an at least want to talk and work things out to the point where we can be friends, but you don't care enough. So that's your choice.
I won't forget all the good laughs we had or the late-night talks.
You were my everything and were the first person I ever truly loved, but you won't be the last. I don't think you can be the last because I do not believe I am meant to be alone through my entire life. I would have loved to be with you, but you won't be the end of me unless I let you bet. There comes a point in life where one has to let go of the past. There's no way for me to move forward if I can't break off the chain of the past. I know I have said this like a million times and all, but honestly, I am done. I cannot keep waiting for you because I could be missing out on something else. I won't say something better because I honestly don't know if there will be a better, but I guess there's only one way to find out. 
So here and now I have to let you go. I wish you would stop me from walking away, but you never stopped me in the past. I guess this is the official end. No more texting, talking, laughing, whatever. It all ends here and now.
I will always remember you and care about you, and I will never forget our memories. I wish you could say the same. But I know now that you won't.
This is all I can write before I end up changing my mind. I wish you would try to change my mind but I know you won't do that either. So here goes three years of hoping and praying and loving, down the drain. It was not a waste, but it was also not a success.
Goodbye.

-Your forgotten Juliet
Day 8.

Dear Romeo,
I need to start living for me. I need to forget our memories and remember to live my life. For 2 years now I have been putting off my life in the hopes that you would come to your senses, I was wrong. I can't do that anymore. It's time to live for me. So here and now I can't promise I will continue to write every day. I'll do what I can, but it's time for me to move on.
-Your forgotten Juliet
Day 7 cont.

Dear Romeo,
well today has gone by super fast. my cheer meeting was a success(: 
haha remember the bus rides home? we used to fight non stop but laugh at the same time. i miss that :( i miss you. haha then i was doing laundry when i got home and i came across my red long-sleeve shirt. that shirt got me in soooo much trouble with my coach. thank god you were there to rescue me and lemme use your senior shirt. it smelled just like you. i liked it. is that weird? oh well i dont care you smelled good. so did your red warm up. :( i cant believe i ever gave that back. ugh. i tried texting you again tonight, and again no answer. why do i keep torturing myself with the impossible? 

-Your forgotten Juliet
Day 7.

Dear Romeo,
I am proud of myself that I actually had fun yesterday with a friend.  I am slowly letting go. erm. I may write more later, I may not. But most likely, I will.
-Your forgotten Juliet
Day 6.

Dear Romeo,
well this week I am actually really busy. I am trying to fill my life with my friends to help forget you. It's going to be tough but if you can do it, so can I. But I will prolly still write to you as much as I can, because no matter how busy I get, you will always be one of my top priorities.
-Your forgotten Juliet
Day 5.

Dear Romeo,
I was watching P.S. I Love You today and the main character Gerry wrote in one of his letters to Holly that when he kissed the true love of his life, it would be the end of life as he knew it.
Life as I knew it ended the day we started talking about an "us". 
But you changed your mind without even looking back. And you left me behind watching you leave with your back turned.
Okay, I have to stop writing for tonight. I miss you too much.

-Your forgotten Juliet

Day 4.


Dear Romeo,
I really could use you right now. Things at home are not good, and my friends are all pretty much turning on me. You were the only one that could yell at me but still care. I just wish I knew how to fix us; but you still won't give me the time of day. I am completely lost without you and I'm just not happy. Ya know, when you and me were a possible we I could wake up every morning and feel beautiful, all because you thought I was. And now even when I get a million compliments I start to feel even more hideous. I don't wanna keep living like this but what choice do I have? 
Ha, sometimes I wish you could read these, but I feel that if you did you would just laugh and think me dumb.
I hate how everywhere I go I get scared that I might run into you. I wouldn't know what to do. 
I hate how every song I hear somehow finds its way to remind me of you.
I hate how much you mean to me and how little I
 mean to you.
I don't even wanna go to my own graduation anymore. Why? Because once again I created this fantasy; it would be after the ceremony and we are all taking pictures, I see you across the room and just run and jump into your arms. And you spin me around. I just wish it could be like that, but it can't.

-Your forgotten Juliet
Day 3.

Dear Romeo,
I am sorry I missed writing to you yesterday, then again it's not like you'll ever read these, so you won't know I missed the day. Regardless;
the days go by and you're moving on just fine, and each time I think I am too something always goes wrong. I used to believe it was because some divine power or something wanted me to wait for you, but I don't know what to believe anymore. If I move on and manage to be happy again, well what happens if you miraculously decide you want me back? How do I hurt someone else for the one I will always love? So does this mean I just remain alone in life while you're acting fine? This is all so confusing. 

-your forgotten Juliet
Day 2.

Dear Romeo,
here it is, day two writing these letters you will never see.
basically all you need to know is that you were the best thing that ever happened to me. haha i remember our first conversation was me teaching you a dance for school and you sucked lol but with a little work you polished off shiny(: so cute. and haha we even matched, our black pants with white stripes, and red shirts. it was completely un-intentional but still oh so cute! then we started talking more and more. you came to me when you and your gf were having issues and i swear i felt like a councilor er somethin lmao. but for reals, you trusted me and i loved that. then i started liking you in may, but i did nothing cause you still loved her. you two broke up and you dated someone new, and i stood aside jealous but remained good friends with you.
idk why im getting into this and right here and now i refuse to stop. i wanna remember us as great friends and forget our downfall. yup so that's pretty much it. for now.

love,
your forgotten Juliet