Lexibugg

-to write love on her arms-

this song is why I stopped cutting:)
and I meant 5 weeks not months... Whoops!

5 months:)

3 weeks. Yess!
sorry people this is a reminder for me to keep fighting<3

All the perfect moments

are wrong

All the precious pieces

are gone

Everything that mattered

is just

A city of dust

Covering both of us


- Through the ghost by Shinedown-

What are some good bands or songs??

Life is a choice and death is a decision

100 Truths
Rules: Don't be a party-pooper. Once you see this, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. ERASE MY ANSWERS and enter your own.
1. Real Name : Alexius ( i think my mom was on crack)
2. Nickname:  Lexi
3. Favorite color: Black, dark blue,and Purple(:
4. Male or female: Female
5. Elementary School: .
6. Middle School: YES
7. High School: Next year!!!(:
8. College:
9. Hair Color: Light Brown
10. Tall or Short: In between
11. Sweats or Jeans: Both
12. Phone or Camera: Camera
13. Health freak: ?
14. Orange or Apple: Apple
15. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
16. Eat or Drink: Depends
17. Piercings: no, but i want Snakebites
18. Pepsi or Coke: Coke

HAVE YOU EVER:
19. Been in an airplane: Nope
20. Been in a boat? Nope
21. Been in a car accident: Nope
22. Been in a fist fight: no
23. First piercing: Ears
24. Longest Friend: 3 years and countin
25. First award: ?
26. First crush: I dont remember

YOU KNOW THAT ONE WORD:
29. Last person you texted: My ex:(
30. Last person you talked to: My cousin
31. Last person you watched a movie with:  My crush<3
32. Last food you ate: popcorn?
33. Last movie you watched: the sixth sense
34. Last song you listened to: Ohio is for lovers by Hawethorne heighths
35. Last thing you bought: ?

FAVORITE:
37. Food: Hot Dogs
38. Drink: Dont know
39. Hate: Alot of things
40. Flower: Rose
41. Animal: Tiger
43. Movie: Batman
44. Subject: Math and Science

HAVE YOU EVER:
(Put an x in the bracets if you have)
45. [] fallen in love with someone.
46. [] celebrated Halloween.
47. [] had your heart broken.
48. [] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [] had someone like you
51. [] got pregnant.
52. [] had an abortion.
53. [X] did something I regret.
54. [] broke a promise.
55. [X] hid a secret.
56. [X] pretended to be happy.
57. [] met someone who changed your life.
58. [] pretended to be sick.
59. [] left the country
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
61. [] cried over the silliest thing.
62. [x] ran a mile.
63. [] went to the beach with your best friend.
64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.
65. [x] disliked someone.
66. [] stayed single for 2 years since the first time you had a boyfriend/girlfriend.

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating: Nothing
68. Drinking: water
69. Listening: To music...
70. Sitting/Laying: a chair
71. Plans for today: Being Bored!

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids:yes(:
74. Want to get married: YES
75. Career: forensic physcology
76. Lips or eyes: Eyes
77. Shorter or Taller: Taller
78. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both(:
81. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
82. Looks or personality: Both.

HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts: no
84. Snuck out of a house: No
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense:not for self-defense
86. Killed somebody:in my head
87. Broken someone's heart: dont think so
88. Been in love: ?
89. Cried when someone died: Ya

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself: No
91. Miracles: Possibly
92. Love at first sight: Maybe
94. Santa Clause:  Eh...
95. Aliens: Umm...
96. Ghosts: Possibly

TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes
98. Do you know who your real friends are: no
99. Do you believe in God:
100. The End?: Hopefully soon

So cut my

wrists and

black my eyes

my final

breath is gone
-escape the fate-

you are the heart that beats inside of me!
-Blood On The Dance Floor♥

you make me smile