Poisoned on the Inside *

I look in the mirror... and what do i see? a ghost, a meager shell of who i used to be... I look in the mirror... pale sunken face, unkept hair. I feel my life ending, no despair. I look in the mirror... I'm no longer there. This girl i see, she is animal she is not me. All my humanity is drained and i feel nothing. I look in the mirror... and i cry, its time to wish this fragile body goodbye. .......they always say, "she bends but never breaks, but im done bending... so ready to break.... I look in the mirror one last time... but my body is gone and my soul is free I regret my decisions, but they are what make me. my mirror is gone, and so is the pain. sometimes life can be to much to contain, in this fragile body of mine.

You made me believe it was my fault... That I hurt you... Today I found out you cheated on me, with my best friend! On the day you kissed me! It was my first kiss! You said it doesn't matter and it was to practice!? It matters to me... I'll never get another chance at a first kiss....