Liberosis

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Joined: April 23, 2014
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"We all have stardust in us"



 
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You could've had a fishing line adorning your throat, a sort of odd cynical necklace. Don't keep me afloat, I am life's bait, catch others more worthy than me. You could've drowned unsober in a lake. Could've leaped off like a bird with chipped wings. If I fall, the sun is to blame. If I die, will you collect all my feathers?
It's crazy how life seems to work itself out in the end. Sometimes I think you're completely fine, and other times you break without consequence. How can you list off achievements like facts, believe in them so whole-heartedly and yet still manage to berate your own life down to a grain of sand?
I wonder if you still remember me, from time to time. I'm sorry I couldn't help you, you were right, I'm toxic. It's okay if you broke the promise. It was never really one to begin with, was it? Its so easy to get wrapped up in an idea of what it's supposed to be like. You don't miss us, you miss the idea of it, I don't blame you. I can't blame you. I just wish it had turned out different.
If you keep it shut, the flies can't get in, so your words don't get rotten, and the germs of your letters aren't able to spread, because the things you say, they're no better than a disease.


2014
       I really didn't set out at the beginning of this year thinking that
2014 was going to bring anything different to 2013, that the same
sort of apathetic feeling was going to continue, and I'd be lying if
I said that's not how's turned out.
2015

Please be better.


 

 
 
I didn't think leaving could be this hard, even if it was the right thing to do.
I didn't think you would let go this easily. I thought maybe you would try and get me to stay.
But it's okay. I guess you lose sense of the big picture once you're so heavily invested in something
that's only ever going to try and kill you in the end. I'm trying to forget but this is harder than I imagined.
I want to forget. I wish this had never began, I wished I'd never known you, I wish you weren't so annoyingly
you. I want you out of my life, 2015 is a new year, new start, new habits.

They say it takes 40 days for something to become 'normal' to you;
if that's how long it takes to forget you, then I'm down.
Don't ruin next year,

Please. 

 
"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones that never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars..."


WE ALL KEEP MAKING THE SAME
MISTAKES, MOURNING THE SAME PEOPLE
YEAR AFTER YEAR AFTER YEAR JUST BECAUSE
OF THEIR PRIVILEGE AND YOU DON'T,
EVEN GIVE A SINGLE, A SINGLE
THOUGHT TO THE OTHERS THAT
SUFFER IN WAYS YOU CAN'T EVEN
START TO COMPREHEND, SO TAKE YOUR SO-CALLED
PITY AND YOUR HELP-- THIS IS NOT A
GAME WITH TOY SOLDIERS AND TOY
PEOPLE TO BREAK APART, THIS
IS THE REALITY YOU DON'T WANT
TO FACE BECAUSE NOBODY EVER LOOKS TRUTH
STRAIGHT IN THE EYE, BECAUSE IT'S
TRUE, IT'S TRUE, YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE
SO STOP DIGGING UP CORPSES THAT ARE
ALREADY BURIED AND START TO
GIVE MORE THAN 2 SECONDS
ABOUT THE PEOPLE TURNING INTO THEM.
We are all just as human as each other, no matter how much paint ourselves to be the monster.

 
I'M SICK OF HAVING THE SAME OLD
CONVERSATION WITH YOU, THE SAME
"I HOPE YOU'RE  OKAY TODAY"
WHEN YOU'RE NOT AND WON'T BE,
I'M SICK OF KEEPING UP A
FACADE WHEN WE TALK, AND
THERE'S NO OTHER WAY TO SAY
IT: I CAN'T HELP YOU WHEN I CAN'T EVEN
  HELP MYSELF.  I HOPE YOU UNDER

STAND, IT ISN'T YOU, IT NEVER WASmat by ame