LittleCaringFreak
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Stop self diagnosing.
Stop saying you are anorexic
because you skipped a meal.
Stop giving stupid names
like Ana and Mia
to serious mental illnesses
you obviously do not understand.
Stop saying
you want an eating disorder
and dont pretend to suffer from one...
Eating disorders are serious
deadly mental illnesses...
You do not want one!
You want a diet or a quick fix.
An eating disorder is not a diet
When I was younger...
Between
ages 12 and 15, I
was really unhappy.
And I was convinced it would always be that way.
1. I was struggling with depression.
2. My relationship with my parents was toxic.
3. I was self-harming in various ways.
4. I was starving myself for days at a time.
5. I was dealing with a lot of anger issues.
6. Once, I tried to kill myself.
7. I and stopped trying with school.
8. I lied compulsively.
9. I felt like I had no real friends.
10. I used the internet as an escape.
11. I genuinely felt like I hated myself.
12. I gave up on my faith.
13. I made myself throw up meals.
14. I almost ran away from home.
15. I stopped talking to my family.
I seriously thought it would always be like that. There was no light at the end
of the tunnel. No amazing friend or soulmate to pull me through it. No counselling,
no therapy, no support. Nobody knew the full story. They were the hardest four years of my life.
But you know what?
I'm seventeen now. And I very rarely think of that time at all. When I do think
of it, I can only remember the good things, things that I couldn't see were so important:
holidays I loved; memories with my little brother; talking online with my best friend;
obsessing over the weather and drawing a billion charts for no reason at all. The depression,
the pain, the darkness -- that's all really fuzzy. It's kind of like a dream, and if I hadn't gone
through it myself, I wouldn't look at who I am now and believe that it really happened.
Because not one thing on that list applies to me anymore. I'm happy. I love my family more
than anything. I have hobbies I obsess over, friends I would take a bullet for. I'm completely
happy with how I look and the fact that I'm overweight (secretely because my younger
siblings say it makes me really comfortable to sleep on during long car journeys).
The point is... I went through that. I thought it would never stop being like that,
but it did, and I did get better, and now I'm really happy with who I am and where I am.
I got better. It ended. So I hope anyone who's reading this right now (for whatever reason)
understands that if they're going through what feels like hell, and they can't see the way out:
It doesn't last forever, you'll get through this,
& you will be okay. ♥
And I was convinced it would always be that way.
1. I was struggling with depression.
2. My relationship with my parents was toxic.
3. I was self-harming in various ways.
4. I was starving myself for days at a time.
5. I was dealing with a lot of anger issues.
6. Once, I tried to kill myself.
7. I and stopped trying with school.
8. I lied compulsively.
9. I felt like I had no real friends.
10. I used the internet as an escape.
11. I genuinely felt like I hated myself.
12. I gave up on my faith.
13. I made myself throw up meals.
14. I almost ran away from home.
15. I stopped talking to my family.
I seriously thought it would always be like that. There was no light at the end
of the tunnel. No amazing friend or soulmate to pull me through it. No counselling,
no therapy, no support. Nobody knew the full story. They were the hardest four years of my life.
But you know what?
I'm seventeen now. And I very rarely think of that time at all. When I do think
of it, I can only remember the good things, things that I couldn't see were so important:
holidays I loved; memories with my little brother; talking online with my best friend;
obsessing over the weather and drawing a billion charts for no reason at all. The depression,
the pain, the darkness -- that's all really fuzzy. It's kind of like a dream, and if I hadn't gone
through it myself, I wouldn't look at who I am now and believe that it really happened.
Because not one thing on that list applies to me anymore. I'm happy. I love my family more
than anything. I have hobbies I obsess over, friends I would take a bullet for. I'm completely
happy with how I look and the fact that I'm overweight (secretely because my younger
siblings say it makes me really comfortable to sleep on during long car journeys).
The point is... I went through that. I thought it would never stop being like that,
but it did, and I did get better, and now I'm really happy with who I am and where I am.
I got better. It ended. So I hope anyone who's reading this right now (for whatever reason)
understands that if they're going through what feels like hell, and they can't see the way out:
It doesn't last forever, you'll get through this,
& you will be okay. ♥
(I think this is the most personal quote
I've ever written. I hope it helps
someone.)
I wonder whose arms I'd fall into
If I were drunk and alone
With the only two men I've ever loved.
I wonder who I'd choose,
Who my heart would choose.
I won't
like
your
quotes
if you
mix
up you're
and
your.
Same
goes
with
there,
their
and
they're.
Just
get
it right,
fxcking
hell.
-.-
normal person flirting:
"You know you're cute, we should hang out sometime"
me flirting:
"So do you like bread?"
I just spent the past hour
strategically playing my ps3
game, only to run out of ammo
IN THE MIDDLE OF KILLING THESE
B.ITCHES. Like, I'm going to have
to go stand in the line of fire just
so I die and my game resets to right
before the ambush. And, I mean,
that isn't that far, at all.. but I WAS
PLAYING WITH STRATEGY. It took
forever to slowly lure my enemies
to me to their inevitable demise.
Like, I'm horrible when it comes
to ranged weapons on video
games, so slowly having them
come to me was important vs.
going in shooting everything up
like a mad man, important and
TIME CONSUMING AND I RAN OUT
OF F.UCKING AMMO. idk, I'm tired,
I have a headache, I fancy a soda
(soda that I do not posess at this
moment in time, but none-the-less, fancy),
and this may mean diddly squat to you but
this is like a huge slap in the face, man.
lol nah, I'll most likely delete this because
no one cares. pretty pointless but yknow
I have no friends to express my frustration
to, so f.ucking deal (in a nice way.)
strategically playing my ps3
game, only to run out of ammo
IN THE MIDDLE OF KILLING THESE
B.ITCHES. Like, I'm going to have
to go stand in the line of fire just
so I die and my game resets to right
before the ambush. And, I mean,
that isn't that far, at all.. but I WAS
PLAYING WITH STRATEGY. It took
forever to slowly lure my enemies
to me to their inevitable demise.
Like, I'm horrible when it comes
to ranged weapons on video
games, so slowly having them
come to me was important vs.
going in shooting everything up
like a mad man, important and
TIME CONSUMING AND I RAN OUT
OF F.UCKING AMMO. idk, I'm tired,
I have a headache, I fancy a soda
(soda that I do not posess at this
moment in time, but none-the-less, fancy),
and this may mean diddly squat to you but
this is like a huge slap in the face, man.
lol nah, I'll most likely delete this because
no one cares. pretty pointless but yknow
I have no friends to express my frustration
to, so f.ucking deal (in a nice way.)
my new years
resolution is to not fall in love with every boy who's nice
to me.
Girls
on their period period
Uterus:Oh, so, no baby?
Uterus:Okay
Girl:No -
Uterus:SDUFGYADFUIFSDHUFDSH
Me:FCK FCK FCK
Va.gina:*unleashes red sea*
Pad:I'm not cleaning that up.
Ovaries:Oh, our turn? My bad, here~
Cramps:Howdy
Junk Food:Don't listen to the cramps, you do want us
Chocolate:No me
Acne:Wow, this face looks like a great spot to settle down
Pad:CHANGE ME EVEN THOUGH I ONLY CAUGHT 20% OF THAT
Va.gina:I can do better, hold up
Va.gina:*Niagara Falls*
Pad:You still missed.
Lower Back:Whoa, am I late? Haha, hope you don't plan on sitting in this position too long.
Ovaries:WSIUDIUFASJDFHADSU
Cramps:*sings the Ave Maria* Uterus:USAHDFIADSHFUFUGUJADIUEWRFHSJKKKKKKKSAJFXXZXCZJ Girl:*dead*
Uterus:Oh, so, no baby?
Uterus:Okay
Girl:No -
Uterus:SDUFGYADFUIFSDHUFDSH
Me:FCK FCK FCK
Va.gina:*unleashes red sea*
Pad:I'm not cleaning that up.
Ovaries:Oh, our turn? My bad, here~
Cramps:Howdy
Junk Food:Don't listen to the cramps, you do want us
Chocolate:No me
Acne:Wow, this face looks like a great spot to settle down
Pad:CHANGE ME EVEN THOUGH I ONLY CAUGHT 20% OF THAT
Va.gina:I can do better, hold up
Va.gina:*Niagara Falls*
Pad:You still missed.
Lower Back:Whoa, am I late? Haha, hope you don't plan on sitting in this position too long.
Ovaries:WSIUDIUFASJDFHADSU
Cramps:*sings the Ave Maria* Uterus:USAHDFIADSHFUFUGUJADIUEWRFHSJKKKKKKKSAJFXXZXCZJ Girl:*dead*
2013 is almost over
and
-I lost no weight
-didn't learn anything
-haven't made an effort to save money
-still ugly
-I lost no weight
-didn't learn anything
-haven't made an effort to save money
-still ugly
