LittleMonster296

Status: "When you lost it all, that's when you realize that life is beautiful" -Nikki Sixx.
Joined: July 16, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 195334
Location: Hollywood, California
Gender: F





 










My name ,Kara, means darling/beloved/dear in Italian.So, I do not go unloved.
I love who I am. Because I can only be who I am, whoever that is.
I have two fantastic parents, who did an amazing job of raising and spoiling me,
I have an older sister.
I cannot say I love my family all the time.
This would no be anything close to an 'about me' if I failed to include my two, lovely, gorgeous, sensational cousins who get me through everything, Ashley and Kathleen.
I am a strong believer in God, not for the want of heaven&&fear of hell, but because he is God. I do believe, reguardless of my faith, that I am going to hell.
When I look at me, I see a girl who loves music and books.
What you must understand about me is that I am a deeply, unhappy person.
I have amazing friends, don't get me wrong, but no one is my best friend. I lost him, going on about 8 months now.
I blow my candles out on July 9th every year.
I have a heart that sucks at being a heart.
And I think I've given you a pretty good view of who I am.


 

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dont hate you because you're fat, you're fat because I hate you.
-Mean Girls.

Format by XxprettixX

 

      Bullying..
 

Today we were in Geography watching CNN news, they talked about bullying. After it was over are teacher asked "so , what are your opinions on bullying?". A boy raised his hand and said 'I think only physical bullying should be stopped', that made me mad enough. THEN another boy raised his hand and said "I think people need to learn to deal with it and stop being such wimps.".. I snapped. I stood up pushing my chair into the desk behind me,

" THATS YOUR OPINION ON BULLYING?! I know THOUSANDS of beautiful&& amazing girls who get verbally bullied everyday, && it leads them to suicide.! I read about it all the time, do you think they deserve to be tortured like that?! They cry themselves to sleep, cut themselves! Calling them fat, dirty, whores, ugly when they are NONE of that.! And you tell them to 'suck it up and deal with it!?' If anything is ugly in this situation its YOU ,your sick mind, and society.! NO BODY deserves to be called those names.! Every single person is beautiful in their own way. Bullying is a nasty thing, and if it takes every last ounce of strength in my body I'll find a way to stop it, and people like you. These kids being bullied have a chance of it stopping one day, but you? You will ALWAYS be stuck with your ugly personality. People like you disgust me. Thats my opinion on bullying."

I have never been so mad in my entire life, I walked out after that. It felt so good to stand up for amazing people. I'm here for you Witty girls, don't let people like either of them get to you.You're all beautiful.

Today,
I was at the doctors with my mom,I was dressed like a bum, no makeup, sweats, hair in a total mess of a bun, expecting I wouldnt see anyone I knew. My mom was getting her hand x-ray'd so I was waiting in the lobby.My guy friend Ive been in total love with, from a different school&& I never met him before, but my cousin got us talking so yes, he was real. He came in and I almost bumped in to him.
"Kara!" his eyes light up and he hugged me tightly,then he said,

       "You look beautiful"
Stunned, I just looked at him
"Im a total bum!" I laughed.
He looked me in the eyes and told me with the most serious face,
                                 "Your always beautiful, no matter what you look like".
 
I have never been this happy,. 100% truee.♥


 

when i'm in the car
and a sad song comes on the radio, i stare out the window and act like i'm in a movie

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Those days were your so tired you cant even keep your eyes open, but when its night time,


Your the freaking energizer bunny.(\ /)
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The awkward moment when you highlighted this and nothing was there.                                                         
After the Earthquake today everyone was posting about it on Facebook,This guy on my friends list wrote a status..
"That wasn't an earthquake guys, we were just having band practice. Sorry."
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A guy asked me for a shirtless picture....
                          
I sent him a picture of a Chinese guy in a bra that I got from Phonezoo.♥

Its not that I hate you, Its just...
No, I hate you.