Matt Roberts, 10.10.10
I fucking adore you.
Bring Me The Horizon, A Day To Remember, Asking Alexandria,Chelsea Grin,
The Downtown Fiction, Mayday Parade, You Me At Six,
The Used, All TIme Low, Drop Dead Gourgeos, Kings Of Leon,
The Bay State, Never Shout Never, Our Last Night,
I couldn't live without music, I swear.
YOU HAD ME AT HELLO.
i walk into
school today with people telling me Matt is a "bad guy"
& "he is a user"
I've been used all my life.
Parents, Boyfriends, Friends.
I know how it feels to be hurt, & hurt yourself from it.
I get home & i start to rant the closet because I need my
daily apple.
I turn on some Vanna
I look at my phone and it says
Your baby, matt.
It's his contact that he sett for my phone cause
boyfriend and girlfriends always have to reset eacothers contact,
yunno? :)
and he says You had me at hello.
He told me how much he likes me.
I know he has a past with girls, but its not like i don't
have a past with guys.
Trust me, I have a past with boy's/family that could make
someone get a headache if I told you.
Im happy with him, & if I'm happy I'm going to shoot
anyone who gets in my way.
Go by your heart, not your mind when your
young
Today is 10.12.10.
BREAKING NEWS!
The worst
day
I swear to god, lmfao.
I had a two hour detention today because of Matt.
(If you've been reading alone you should know who that
is)
He smaked me with the chalk bored eraser and i hit him and then
he kissed me and i kissed him
and then he started to get all mooshy gooshy, yunno :):):):)
BUT ANYWAYS, he got my a TWO HOUR FACKIN DETENTION.
God damn.
Thennnnnn, these two girls I do not enjoy know my Matt.
They're from different towns & I hate it when
girls from other towns decide to steal guys from MY TOWN. Like
stay in your town.
I got home & my mommy had subway for me.
I found out that today wasn't the worst day.
I found out worst could've happend.
Has your mom ever saved your day?
I love my
mom.
Today is 10.11.10.
It's 11:06 while I start to write in my kids dream
journal.
I woke up with my brother's voice in his room.
My brothers name is Richard.
He never really lived at home, but he did his sophmore and
junior year.
We got close then, but then his bestfriend Chad passed away.
Chad was at my house more then my own brother. Everything he
touched turned into gold.
My brother is in college now, I barley ever see him.
When he's home though, it's family. When he's not,
it's just fighting.
My life is interesting, like everyone elses.
I found out today when I woke up everyone has a story.
Everyone has somone they miss, a death that they will never get
over, a love they will never get over,
no father, no mother, no other siblings, drugs, alchohol, abuse,
anything.
Don't just think YOUR life is bad.
Everyone might put on a fake smile & you just might go along
with it.
But don't. Ask people how they are, ask if they're okay
even if they put :)'s.
Everyone hides feelings.
They're just waiting until people find
them.
Always*
It's 10.10.10 :)
I got asked out by that kid, Matt. If you have been reading my
posts which I hope SOMEONE
is. He asked me out by swinging. Sunset, perfect moment. LEGIT
BEST DAY EVER.
I told him my most biggest embarressing thing about me.
(Obviously Im not going to say on here, cause thats weird)
& he laughed, thats all.
Im happy I told him because i dont have to hide it, nor I
don't know im hiding a secret from him.
I found out today is to tell people everything & ONLY if you
trust them.
I trust him.
I swear, he's everything on my list.
Matt Roberts, 10.10.10. <3333
Always*
10.10.10Today or let me say last night I was
on the phone with the guy Im crazy for.
We're not "boyfriend & girlfriend"
but we consider eachother it. I was on the phone with him since
11 all the way to five a.m.
Im kinda screwed cause my phone plan only lets me talk to
Verizon.
He has the Iphone. FML ):
It was worth it though, it was one of those times were its like I
know I'm going to be in trouble, but eff it
I might not remember this night 20 years from now but I was
happy.
He told me so many things that my smile didn't go away once,
I fell asleep I swear, the most happiest girl alive. &
somehow I'm awake at 9:18. :| I don't sleep in late.
DOOOD, today is 10.10.10, epic right?
I want him to ask me out today, I finally trust him.
I feel like trust comes before love
Cause if don't trust him, how the hell do you love him?
In love there are five main things you need.
1.Trust.
2.You feel comfortable.
3.Secrets Shared.
4.Contact
5.Laughing.
There is prolly more, I mean. I don't get love. LEGIT IM
FOURTEEN. Obviously not.
I hate it when girls date someone for two days and they think
they're going to get married. like stfu. :)
Vent, sorry!
Tonight on 10.9.10 I realized I am
the luckiest girl in the whole world.
You know, how it goes? right? I'm fully attracted to the guy
that my parents disagree with. Ofcorse.
He has tattoos, snake bites, gages.
SEXYSEXYSEYXSEXYSEXY.<3
But to my rents, all the they see is:
Trouble,too old,not a good influence.
NONONONONONONONONO. :|
He's anything I ever wanted, legit. Skinnies, beanie, &
he goes to show's. What's better? Please, tell me.
There is noting. Legit.
Ive also realized all the chicks who like JayBeebs all want a
fairy tale that will always have a happy ending.
Well, its never going to happen. So stop living in the NoteBook,
and get up into reality.
Kaythanks.
Lawwwwwwwl.
Anyways, This is the 2nd time writing on Witty as my Kid's
Dream Journal.
I hope someone is reading this. Please? Maybe?
FALLOW ME? :) i'll love you! just kidding.
But I'll fallow you back. :D
Well anyways, Im so happy with my life. & when your happy,
don't let anyone ruin it.
Always*