LoVe_4_eVa

iF A TEAR FELL FR0M MY FACE EVERYTiME i
WiSHED Y0U WERE MiNE .. THERE ALREADY
W0ULD BE A PUDDLE 0N THE FL0OR

iM TiRED 0F PRETENDiNG iM FiNE .. BECAUSE iTS
0NLY HURTiNG ME M0RE WHEN i TRY T0 HiDE THE
PAiN iM FEELiNG iNSiDE

WHATS THE P0iNT 0F STANDiNG STR0NG
iF N0THiNGS BEEN G0iN RiGHT &&
EVERYTHiNGS STiLL S0 VERY WR0NG

WHATS THE P0iNT 0F STANDiNG STR0NG
iF N0THiNGS BEEN G0iN RiGHT &&
EVERYTHiNGS STiLL S0 VERY WR0NG

THERES N0 SUCH THiNG AS A TRUTH
WHEN EVERYTHiNGS A LiE

nothing.
nothing is wrong.
&& asking is against the rules.
crying is against the rules.
you're strong.
dont let them break youu.

People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is gonna take away all the hurt and all the pain....well I've tried that. I've tried hiding my sorrows, and covering the saddness in my smile... and what I've learned is when it hurts this much inside, your heart always has a way of showing it, no matter how many masks you wear.*

I'm so sick & tired of acting like i'm fine, cus truthfully, i'm not.
I can't even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. You were the one
person who was always supposed to be there for me, one of my best friends,
my everything..& you ruined it all in that moment. & i acted like it
didn't hurt, and for a while, i didn't think it did..but the tears are here &
I now realize that it hurt more than anything in the world x|3

Behind my smile....
I hide a million tears.

i guess the perfect guy would be someone who could be anywhere in the world, but he chooses to be with her because life is better with her by his side <3 -- THE PERFECT MAN