Locked_Out_Of_Heaven

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I sometimes sit on my bed
and think about what we coul be. You and me.
Dear Dad,

Today, it will be three years since you've left us. I miss you so much. How are you? I'm doing fine and so is mum. At first, it was hard to accept your death. For the first few days, mum shut herself out completely.

I still remember that day, 7 days after you passed, what mum said to me. We were both reading and there was no doubt that you were in both our minds. I remember not being able to focus on anything because I couldn't think right. Then, mother started crying. "I'm sorry" she had said after a few moments. What she then said afterwards stayed in my mind, she said: "I'm really sorry. It's just that this is all too surreal and it's now that I'm realizing that your father is really dead. So I'm crying because I'm realizing that I just lost the love of my life." And after that she held me and we cried together as she told me about how you met. She told me about how you were a poor boy and how she was a rich girl. She told me about how you weren't meant to be together but you fell in love nonetheless. She talked to me about how you were everything she dreamed of and more. She told me about how you always used to cook for her because she was hopeless, about how I was the best thing that happened to you. And as she told me all that I smiled despite the tears because as she told me all this, her eyes never left the ceiling. It was like she was not only talking to me but to you too.

Mum married this guy called Jake. He's really nice and he takes really good care of us. I'm sure you would love him. Don't worry, we haven't forgotten you, not at all.

Sometimes when I'm in bed at night and I can't seem to sleep, I think about you. Before I used to cry thinking about you but now as I grow up I've realized that you wouldn't want me to remember you like that. You wouldn't want me to cry at the thought of you. You would want me to smile and think of all the good times we spent together as a family. So I do. I smile as I think of the times when we would make fun of mums cooking or the times when we would all go to the park and we would play hide-and-go-seek all together. I think of all those time when we went to buy ice cream and the how every Sunday after church we would watch a movie. I think about how every time it was my birthday you would tickle me awake so that the first thing I saw would be the birthday cake mum would be holding. I think about all the good memories.

I really miss you dad I hope your doing good up there.

There is so much things that I want to tell you but can't quite put into words. So this is it for now. Bye I love you.

Love, your little girl.



“They didn’t agree on much. In fact, they didn’t agree on anything. They fought all the time and challenged each other ever day. But despite their differences, they had one important thing in common. They were crazy about each other.”

-The notebook


But you kissed me like you meant it...
 


This town whill always be too small
for all the dreams held inside my head.

Some people are meant to fall in love with each other
but not meant to be together.

It's not the fear of moving on that scares me,
It's the fear of never coming back.


 
 
 
I rarely smile for real now, I think it's your fault.  



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