No one's saying anything to me
anymore. I know you've heard but you know how I am. You really
thought I did this so often, I told you I just felt comfortable so
soon with you. I was so open and transparent, I couldn't hide
my true intentions, you fell hard but I fell harder. Because no
one's saying anything to me anymore. They're just talking
amongst themselves. I can hear it all. I wanted to hug you but I
felt like I couldn't. Please say something, come back to me.
You smiled but you were still unapproachable. So many eyes watching
I asked how you were, you stared blankly at me. I'm right here,
I'm hurting right here. I really wanted to hug you, hold your
hand, anything. No one's the same with me anymore. I hurt more.
I look for you, I seek my comfort in you. You opened your arms.
Your warm smile was back, I wanted to crash into you with a hug.
But everyone's watching, too many eyes watching. You know how I
really am. Behind closed doors we can go back to the way we were.
But out here, please don't do this to me.