Status: Uni...ew.
Joined: June 1, 2013
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user id: 361860
Gender: F

This turned into my diary somehow.


I'm still learning new things about myself. I write when I can, I'm sorry for the spam, but not really.

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Quotes by Dudu*

As you look around, you ought to be thinking
'where else on earth...no exactly where on earth am i going to find such a charming soul?'
Oh just give it up, hurry, this seat...i've saved it for you.
the answer to that question, i'll give it to you;
'no where else will you find such charm'
so give it up, hurry, i have something to tell you.
you're so special, no this seat, i've especially saved it
for you. 
Today I'm only looking at you.
Today I will make flowers bloom for you. Today I am only taking care of you.
Today I am on your side. Today you can lean on me.
Today I'll make all your dreams come true.
Today I will only give you reasons to be happy.
From today. 

Just looking at you babe,
puts me in a good mood.
I’m sitting across from you and our eyes lock
I’m not looking away.
Even if you’re tired, make sure you eat breakfast and lunch
then I’ll make sure to compliment you.
I miss you.
I like you...a lot.
I want to hug you a lot.
Love, i guess it’s a bit like love.
Or maybe I just really love you.
                                                                               Zion T - Eat
  "i will live like this just for today.
 Just for today I’ll live like this,
 so what? I can’t do anything.
 Starting from tomorrow I will do my cleaning.
 I’ll start working on the things I left behind.  
 I’ll try to live, I’ll try to do that.
 Though it’s so pathetic,
 oh simply Only for today, i'll be like this."
- 2pm : just for today 
supposed to be a rest day, all i think of is d-day. i know i should be resting. rest when i'm dead rings in my head. supposed to be my rest day. keep pushing it away. gradually get more tired, but it's not the type of "Oh i need to stop and have a rest day" type of tired. Just a "you've kept it up this long and could keep going" type of tired. need to take one already but don't let myself. gotta do it already but im not ready. running out of rest days.
 Can't do it on my own, so you do it on my behalf. You've been loving me for both of us.
i've thought about leaving a lot, but it's just superficial. not my true heart. when i feel a sudden pain, i wish it away. when i was given the option between pulling out my tooth or preserving it, i didn't think twice about coughing up almost half a grand. i say i don't care, that none of it matters...but still i'm safeguarding my life. it won't be over until there's nothing to protect. i don't need to look forward to anything. i just need to preserve what i have.

As i'm looking into your eyes,
i'm thinking the most
beautiful thoughts.

Why do you have to show that smile? I know what you're thinking. Your greasy laugh. This is your perfect scenario. Keep that smile, I don't mind it. It hurts you more anyway. So prideful. Does your laugh have to change too? Are we shooting this right? If it doesn't go according to plan then we can do this again. You look uneasy. I don't have the upperhand here, so fix your smile. Do this how you've always done it. Like how all my passions are your objects of envy. How my fears are places we need to explore. Did you like me or not? Pick a side, your mask is crooked. It's getting hard for you to keep this up...i think I like this game now. Your stance looks off, everything is fake. You probably rehearsed all month. I almost feel bad...but then i lose, right? Your perfect scenario. I don't know what you were expecting. Just finish your lines. You should at least have the decency to show crocodile tears. You have all the time in the world. If your run out, just ask for more.
If it's for you, the world would grant you even that, right?

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