Dudu*
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Joined: June 1, 2013
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user id: 361860
Gender: F
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Gender: F
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This turned into my diary somehow.
i have a black dog.
I'm still learning new things about myself. I'm sorry for the spam.
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At the end of the day i'm the one
you text when you're in hospital.
I'm the one you stay back hours for. I'm the one you text during the day, at night, midnight and when the sun rises. I make you laugh and match your meme energy.
I'm the first one who showed interest in your journey to GOD. THE GOOD, THE BAD, THE EMBARASSING. i'M THE ONE WHO TRIED TO SUPPORT YOU WITHOUT JUDGEMENT.
AT THE END OF THE DAY IT'S BEEN ME.
SO HERE I AM.
it
feels like i'm just standing still and
watering a flowing stream.
i don't see the point cause there is no point.
yet here i am.
it's like i'm setting myself up
for the biggest fall of my life.
i know myself,
it's THE ONE THING I WOULD NEVER COMPROMISE.
he's too cute.
his eyes, smile, laugh.
i like it all.
But i know how it would end.
so here i am.
watering a flowing stream.
i don't see the point cause there is no point.
yet here i am.
it's like i'm setting myself up
for the biggest fall of my life.
i know myself,
it's THE ONE THING I WOULD NEVER COMPROMISE.
he's too cute.
his eyes, smile, laugh.
i like it all.
But i know how it would end.
so here i am.
now my belly will ache in the name of poor self
regulation.
you won't question it until the 34th hour.
cause that's all you ever noticed.
telling you i'm not doing well wasn't enough.
it always took a hunger strike to earn your attention.
one day i will be above this all.
one day i won't yearn for your concern at all.
you won't question it until the 34th hour.
cause that's all you ever noticed.
telling you i'm not doing well wasn't enough.
it always took a hunger strike to earn your attention.
one day i will be above this all.
one day i won't yearn for your concern at all.
i wanna stack my
pennies up so high and mighty.
so no one can dare peer over the wall that surrounds
me and my castle.
i wait and wait for the perfect moment.
the perfect moment where i'm not afraid of the
tight rope and mask snapping.
i know ma and pa couldn't save me from this.
they couldn't before, they wouldn't ever now.
this burden grows as does my bitterness.
late at night i wonder who i'd be if i received
all of their love.
who would i be if i even just felt seen.
i want to own my land but i'd have to stack paper
over the graves of my sanity and dignity to do that.
i yearn to meet the version of myself who is well rested
and well adjusted. the version of myself who has
grown beyond this childish feeling of inadequacy.
so no one can dare peer over the wall that surrounds
me and my castle.
i wait and wait for the perfect moment.
the perfect moment where i'm not afraid of the
tight rope and mask snapping.
i know ma and pa couldn't save me from this.
they couldn't before, they wouldn't ever now.
this burden grows as does my bitterness.
late at night i wonder who i'd be if i received
all of their love.
who would i be if i even just felt seen.
i want to own my land but i'd have to stack paper
over the graves of my sanity and dignity to do that.
i yearn to meet the version of myself who is well rested
and well adjusted. the version of myself who has
grown beyond this childish feeling of inadequacy.