Dudu*

Status: Uni...ew.
Joined: June 1, 2013
Last Seen: 8 hours
user id: 361860
Gender: F

This turned into my diary somehow.


i have a black dog. 


I'm still learning new things about myself.  I'm sorry for the spam.

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Quotes by Dudu*

at times when im resting like this, i feel it. a stray thought is a large enough trigger. a small breeze that will leave my chest feeling tight and heart heavy. happiness exists in between these stray thoughts. it is shortlived but it exists. it is shortlived but i will work hard to extend the happy period. the happy to anxious ratio will favour the bright side. i won't give up. this tight feeling is no longer welcome. today is my life. a happy life won't knock on my door. i need to build the house at happiness's doorstep instead. building the life i want begins with building habits that will get me there. i'm progressing, i refuse to be stagnant.
My dream has always been simple. A day job that ends when I clock out. A three bedroom house with a garage. An SUV parked in the driveway. The garage doubles as my home gym and dance studio. A massive mirror. My room, a study and the smallest room a kareoke room. That's it. Responsible only to myself. Answering only to myself. Living only for myself. To enjoy my life. That's the dream.
i don't have someone like that.

viewed through sleep stained eyes, in a space between imagination and reality, a message was received: if you're tired or if you're having a difficult time you can come back to me anytime. you should know that.

let's look before we fall and then fall anyway.
saw you again after a while. you were happy to see me but my body language gave me away.
let's not bump into eachother. 
to the me who was hopeless, afraid and full of doubts. burdened with worries about my future. family stress and identity crisis. friendships slipping through the cracks and a dropping weight the only source of comfort. to the me who was weak but remained strong; thank you, i love you and i'm sorry.
i always have you watching over me. so no, i will not falter.
"she calls herself wicked,
yet she's the type to soak her pillow if she feels selfish."
letters to you jh,
i kept wanting to breakdown today. just little things piling up. on a dreafully cold day like today. when i have to remind myself it's okay. especially then
i miss you.
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