Aw I'm so glad you could relate to this and that your relationship with her has gotten so much better. I'm the same with the school friends, except I'm the one who's been distancing myself...although I feel like I have no other choice? Idk, I'm trying to do what's best for my mental health and remove anymore unnecessary stressors. But that's a daunting path for me so I'm taking it slow. I hope I can get to the embracing stage quickly though, idk why but I'm still to embarrassed to tell my sister. One day though, I guess I have embraced it internally to some extent. I just hope she's not all I have
You don't owe anyone who continually hurts you and makes you unhappy an explanation for your absence, and it is wonderful that you're actively trying to help yourself (and going about it gently), but anyone that you don't want to lose completely, I would let them know. Tell them you need some space for now, but that you will come back eventually and that you'd like for them to still be there when you do because you value their friendship. It doesn't have to be long-winded and sappy, especially if you're uncomfortable with showy affection and/or don't have the energy, but if they're genuinely good to you, they at least deserve to not wonder if they did something wrong. This is how you make sure your sister isn't all you have. And if no one gets it and you do end up losing all the people you hang out with, they weren't true friends and it will be all the more clear who is important in your life. After all, you don't live with the others; you live with her. She sees more of you, good and bad, than they ever could, and she's never stopped loving you. Life is short and crazy, so I hope you do get to a point where you can verbally express how special she is to you while you still have the chance. I wish you well, sweet soul.
It was a fairly easy one, I'm a pharmacy student so it was a health professionals exam, mostly just common sense/protocol and some calculations qu, nothing to cry over lol!
Lmao it sounds poetic but really all that happened was I finished my last exam and I was teary eyed but it legitimately was because of the weather ๐ but yeah my friends thought I failed the exam and was sad or something, but nope!
I do wish there was a song referencing 18, as that's my current age. I could take or leave 20, and 21 is an odd number and odd numbers are gross so I don't mind the injustice done to it. xD